You've Got Mail Passions Style

“I am so sorry Ma Cheri” the deep male voice apologized in a thick French accent. “I will make it up to you tomorrow night. I promise. Just a few more of these dull business meetings and then I can spend all the time in the world with my lovely fiancée. Ma cheri, we can soon finish our wedding plans...” She rolled her eyes and angrily pressed the button on the answering machine cutting off the message in mid sentence.

“How could you Jean-Luc?” She asked out loud. Sheridan Crane let out a frustrated sigh as she tossed her Gucci purse on the sofa next to the telephone table. Walking off in the direction of the bathroom, Sheridan continued to vent her frustrations to thin air.

Refusing to deal any longer with the harsh reality she'd been stood up for dinner by her fiancé again, she stripped her clothes and climbed into a steaming hot shower. She tried desperately to forget about her anger and embarrassment was it wasn't easy. It was bad enough that she was left to dine alone by a man who claimed he loved her, but this was the second time in as many weeks he'd not shown up at this restaurant. She shuddered as she brought to mind the sympathetic looks the waiter gave her when she realized Jean Luc wouldn't be arriving.

“I'm glad I couldn't talk Ethan into coming to Paris” Sheridan mumbled as she poured soap in her wet blonde hair. “He wouldn't have been too happy with the situation, had he been here.” Sheridan recalled her many talks with Ethan over the past few months, ever since she'd met Jean Luc. She wanted Ethan to meet the man she believed loved her for her and not her name or money, but Ethan wasn't able to get away. Instead he'd talked her into buying a computer. Ethan explained they could keep in contact all the time through email and Instant Messenger thus, it would be the next best thing to being there.

Sheridan was hesitant when Ethan first suggested she purchase a computer, but finally agreed. It didn't take long for her to realize it was the best decision she'd ever made. She and Ethan emailed each other nearly every day and despite the time difference, managed to IM each other often. Ethan had been right. In a way, it was almost as if they were living near each other again. Sheridan not only had daily contact with her favorite nephew, but she'd also made several cyber friends and was enjoying all the internet had to offer.

An image of Jean Luc's smiling face raced through her mind. “Damn him!” She mumbled as she rinsed the soap from her hair. “How could he do this to me?” She shook her head trying to rid it of thoughts of her fiancé. “No, I don't want to think about this anymore.” Jean Luc was the man who would finally be different from all the other men in her life. “He must have a good reason for this. He loves me, I know he does.“ Sheridan tried very hard to think positively. “It's business, that's all.” She spoke the words but hearing them out loud did nothing to boost her confidence.

Even with the spray of warm water on her face, Sheridan could feel the tears cascading down her cheeks. She willed them to stop, determined she wouldn't let this get to her anymore. “No, I won't let him get to me like this. I promised myself I wouldn't.” Turning the water off, Sheridan stepped out of the shower and dried off.

Dressed in a pair of comfortable old sweats and feeling somewhat refreshed, Sheridan walked into her living room and sat down at the large antique oak desk in the corner. She pressed a button on the keyboard of her computer and immediately heard the familiar sound of a dial tone followed by beeps and scratches. She waited patiently while she connected herself to the rest of the world via cyberspace. This was her new best friend. A way to lose herself in fantasy, talk openly with people who wouldn't judge her and forget about all the hurt she was feeling.

She stared absentmindedly as her computer went though its motions until she finally heard those three words. “You've Got Mail.” She clicked on the mailbox icon revealing she had three messages, two from her favorite cyber pal Godis and a third was from an unknown person who apparently had read one of her message board posts and was responding. Curious as she was to read the message from her apparent fan, she decided to leave it for last. She opened the first of her friend's notes.

So how did dinner with Jean-Luc go? I always love hearing about your experiences in those quaint little Parisian cafés. I can't wait to hear all the details. I should be on later tonight and you can tell me then. If not e-mail me and let me know. I'm dying to find out!

You'll never believe this, but remember that hunk I told you about that works at my father's newspaper? Well, he asked me out tonight! We're going to that new club that opened up last week. Should be great! I'll check to see if you're on line later tonight and tell you all about it. This time difference is tough sometimes! LOL.

I just wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed reading your description of Spain on the travel message board. It has always been a dream of mine to visit Spain and after reading your beautiful description, it only makes me want to get there sooner. I'm from a small town and for now most of my traveling is done via the internet. I've haven't traveled the world as you have (I've read other posts by you), but enjoy reading your vivid details of the most exotic places in the world.

I'm not sure why I am even sending this message to you, but for some reason I haven't been able to get your words out of my head. Every time I read your post I feel as if I am right there, though I've never even been out of the States. Thank you for brightening this hometown boy's day. I look forward to your next recollection.

For some unexplainable reason, a huge grin formed at the corner of her lips as she read this email from a total stranger. It's not as if this were the first time she'd received mail from someone she didn't know, but there was just something about this message that gave her the strangest feeling...

Luis leaned back in his chair as the realization of what he'd just done settled in. “I can't believe I just did that” he said to himself. “I've never emailed a total stranger in my life.” Without thinking about it, Luis pulled up his address book and clicked on CAdreaming and began to type.

You'll never believe what I just did. Remember that poster I told you about? The one who writes the synopses of her travels? Well, last night I read her latest and she wrote about her travels to Spain! While I was reading it, I felt as if I was right there. Jay, it was the most amazing description I ever read. I couldn't get it out of my head and I emailed the poster and told her what I thought of it. Why did I do that? I could have just posted a response.

“I'll tell her Sam” Luis smiled in return, “But somehow I think we've lost her to the lure of the West Coast. She's a hot shot detective now in Beverly Hills. She gets to arrest the rich and famous while we're still trying to figure out how to bring the Cranes down.”

Sam says “Hi” by the way and told me to tell you your job will always be waiting for you when you come to your senses! LOL. I told him you think you already have come to your senses, but you and I have discussed this at length, haven't we? Now it's my turn to discuss this with Beth. She's on her I want to move to a big city kick again. This time she's even gone so far as to send out resumes to the finest restaurants in New York and Chicago. She's after me to do the same thing but I keep telling her Harmony is my home.

Luis hit the send button and sat back in his chair, closing his eyes. In his mind's eye he began picturing the Spanish sunset. No matter what he did, he just couldn't forget about that poster's enchanting description of Spain.

Sheridan stared at her computer, reading and rereading her email from PezzMan. Finally she decided to go back to the board and read what she'd written that had intrigued him so much. When she got there she saw that several other posters had made comments under hers. Most were the usual, “Great post!” “I love your description”, stuff like that. None however left her with a feeling of anything like what she felt when she read the email from PezzMan.

She reread her post and nodded as she went along. Nothing out of the ordinary she thought, except maybe she told about the small out of the way places that most tourists never saw. She described sunsets she'd seen, walks along the beaches and what the life was like in small communities. In essence, Sheridan had described the parts of Spain she'd enjoyed the most.

After composing her letter, Sheridan hit the send button and her email was gone. She felt a wave of excitement when it dawned on her that she'd actually responded to his mail. “Get over it Sheridan, you're just thanking him for his response to your post. He's just a screen name in the midst of the billions of people who cruise the net every hour.”

Luis walked back into the station house after finishing his afternoon patrol. Beth was sitting on the edge of Quinlan's desk flirting dangerously with him. Luis felt his anger building watching this little display. He wasn't jealous which rather surprised him, but angry that she was making a fool out of herself and him in front of all his peers. Slamming the door loudly behind him Luis walked over to where Beth was sitting.

Marty knew by the sound of the door that Luis had just returned. He stiffened in his chair when he thought about what Luis' reaction would be. He never had any intention of doing anything with Luis' girl, she'd been the one that approached him and wouldn't leave.

“I have no doubt about that Marty” Luis replied dryly. He knew Marty and Beth well enough to know who instigated this scene. “What's up Beth? I told you I was working a double today and wouldn't get out of here till nearly midnight.”

“Yes I know” Beth smiled slyly. Luis firmly took Beth's arm and guided her to his desk. She winked at Marty over her shoulder as she walked away, causing Quinlan to look away quickly. Beth was unnerving him today.

“Beth, don't you get it? I don't want to move to New York or Chicago or Boston. I want to visit those places and others, especially Spain, but I don't want to live there. Harmony is where my family is, my friends. I know everyone who lives here and they know me. It's who I am Beth.” Luis wasn't completely surprised that she'd brought this up again. She'd been dropping little hints for weeks about wanting to move to the Big Apple and for the most part he'd managed to ignore it.

“Sure thing Beth” Luis answered with relief. He was glad this round was over, but in the back of his mind he knew it would be just a matter of time before they did this again. At one time Luis was sure Beth was the right girl for him, but the strain in their relationship was becoming greater with each passing day. A thought fled through his mind that caused him almost to smile but he quickly curbed it. For the first time in his life he was glad something happened to prevent him from marrying Beth right out of high school. Granted he wasn't happy about his father's disappearance, but that was the reason he never married Beth. His family was now almost grown and Luis could finally settle down if he wanted to, but he'd never admit that to Beth. Right now at this moment Luis actually admitted to himself that he wanted out of his relationship with Beth. The question now was how?

Luis sat down at his desk and let out a huge sigh. He didn't want to think anymore about his problems with Beth, not right now. He pulled his notebook out of his pocket and began flipping through the pages making sure everything was in order. Satisfied he had written down everything that had happened while on patrol, he decided to check his email hoping to have a response from Jay. When he opened it he swallowed hard when he saw there was mail from KC Girl, not Jay. Luis clicked the icon and quickly opened his mail.

Thank you for your lovely note regarding my post of Spain on the Travel Board. I must say Spain is probably my favorite place to visit of all the counties I've been. I find the life in the small villages there much more real that the hustle and bustle of big cities such as where I live. Maybe it's just the feel of small towns that appeals to me. As a young child I lived in a very small town and can still remember the warm feeling I had. I live in a big city now and though it is filled with charm, I feel lost every time I walk down the street.

Sorry to get carried away, I didn't mean to really. I just wanted to thank you for your thoughtful note and to tell you not to hesitate to contact me if you ever want to hear more about Spain or any other place I've traveled to. I'd be more than happy to share my experiences with you and perhaps you can remind me what living in a small town is like.

“Maybe Godis is home early” Sheridan said hopefully as she walked towards her computer dunking her tea bag up and down in the cup. Placing her cup down on her desk, she opened her mail finding that it was from PezzMan, not Godis. A rush of adrenalin coursed through her as she opened her mail and devoured his words. Like the man she didn't know, Sheridan decided to respond to his email and now he was writing back again. She had no idea why she was so drawn to this person she knew nothing about. For that matter she didn't even know if he was a man for sure, after all people can pretend to be anyone or anything on the internet.

Truthfully right now she didn't care. Her real life was anything but what she dreamed it would be and this was a nice distraction. Jean Luc never wanted to hear about her travels or anything else for that matter. Thinking about it, she wondered what it was Jean Luc loved about her? He'd wined and dined her until she'd agreed to marry him and now it seemed like he found every excuse possible to spend time away from her. She took a sip of her hot tea then clicked on her email to read.

You didn't get carried away, not at all. Thanks for your offer to share more of your travel experiences with me. I might just take you up on that at some point in the future. For now I'm curious as to how many times you've been there, Spain that is? Your description is so vivid it's almost as if you've been there many times. If you have been there more than once, do you know which way is the best to go there? I mean, is it better to travel alone, with friends or what?

You asked me about life in a small town, well I am an expert since that's really all I know, so this should be easy! Well for starters, it seems like you know everyone in town. You walk down the street and each face you meet is familiar, you call each other by name. Most of the businesses are family run, no big chain stores like Wal Mart here. Holidays like 4th of July are celebrated in the town square with a huge festival. Most of the townspeople participate in one way or another.

I can't explain what it is about a small town that really appeals to me. Maybe it's the fact that I like walking down the street and having people say “Hi” to me knowing who I am instead of people rushing past not even taking the time to see who it is they just brushed by. I like being able to interact with people one on one instead of as a faceless name in the crowd. I like the way the townspeople rally around their friends and neighbors offering them support in time of need.

Sheridan grinned and quickly hit the reply button and began typing. She couldn't keep the wistful smile off her face as she envisioned what life in a small town must be like. It sounded like heaven to her and made her long to go home to Harmony. She knew it was out of the question though. Jean Luc's life was in Paris and that would be where she must stay.

Luis returned to the station house to finish up his shift. He hurriedly did all his required paperwork, hoping to spend a little time on the Internet before it was time to go home. Once he'd completed his work, he logged onto the computer. Waiting for him were several emails. Among them were ones from Jay and KC Girl. For some reason, he felt a sense of relief when he saw a response from KC. He couldn't really explain how he felt and didn't really want to think about it. Not yet. He decided to see what was up with his old partner first.

Tell Sam "hi" back. It's nice to know I'm still missed. Tell him that until he figures out how to make in not snow in Harmony, I'm staying here where it's warm all year round. Were you writing on your lunch hour? Lucky thing you have an understanding boss there - LOL.

I checked out that post on Spain. You are right, it was a great post and reading it made me feel like I was in Spain. Actually, mi amigo, I did you one better. I went to that music site I told you about and downloaded some songs from Spain and played them while I read the travel post. You ought to try it next time you re-read that post. And don't even try to deny it! I know you, you'll be reading it over and over again. Some day - you will get to Spain yourself - I know you will.

As far as why you decided to email instead of posting a reply, I don't know. I'm not feeling like playing shrink today. But I wouldn't worry about it. What's the worst that could happen? She'll ignore you 'cause she thinks you are weird. Who knows, maybe she'll answer you. If she only knew how weird you really are! Ha, I love it when you make it so easy to rag on you.

Who are you kidding? The Lakers got lucky last night! Wait till they play the Celts next week, they'll mop the court up with the Lakers! Talk about a turncoat. I never figured you'd be one to turn on a New England team.

As for that poster thinking I'm weird, I guess she doesn't because she replied to me earlier and I wrote back again. Right now I have another unopened email from her that I'll read as soon as I'm done here. I'm really looking forward to reading it. It seems she loves small towns and asked me to tell her what it's like to live in one. She said she lived in one as a small girl but now lives in a big city. I told her she asked the right person about that!

I hate to admit this, but you might be right about Beth. She came by this afternoon and handed me an envelope with job applications in it. She wants me to fill them out and move with her to New York or wherever. I told her I had no intention of moving from Harmony and she dropped it. Unfortunately I don't think I've heard the end of it.

Now it is my turn to thank you! Your description of small town life was simply heavenly. Right now all I want to do is hop on a plane and go back to the town I was born in. Unfortunately circumstances are keeping me from going home, at least for now. I think you should post that so other people can enjoy it. I bet there are others who long for the simple life of small town life. I especially like the part of passing people in the street and saying “Hi” to them by name. I've walked the streets here everyday for over ten years and can't recall ever running into a friend or neighbor.

As a matter of fact, I don't even know my neighbors and I've lived here for three years. It seems like everyone is in their own little world and no one has the time to get to know each other. Well, I'm not going to dwell on that anymore.

You asked me how many times I've been to Spain. Actually I have been there three times. The first time I went with some of my college friends. We went to all the popular places and tourist destinations. It was a wonderful time, but very much like visiting any other city in Europe.

The second time I went I was alone and was there for the whole summer. I had a chance to tour the countryside and mix with the locals. I'm pretty good with the Spanish language and was fluent by the time I left. It was a wonderful experience. I attended local festivals and learned different customs associated with different regions of Spain. That was the best summer I ever spent. It will always be engrained in my mind.

The last time I was there was last Christmas. I became quite friendly with a family in Costa de Marbella and they invited me for the holidays. Marianna, my host was disappointed I didn't have a companion with me. She told me the only way to see Spain was with a loved one. She assured me I'd see her country in an entirely different light. She invited me to come back anytime with him and she would show me everything I'd missed. I laughed at her and told her when that happened I would take her up on it.

To sum it up I enjoyed it much more alone than with friends, but have never had the chance to experience it the way the locals suggest. If you have a girlfriend, I suggest you take her with you. Spain is truly a magical place.

Luis leaned back and sighed contentedly after reading KCGirl latest email. He chuckled lightly to himself as he thought about bringing Beth to Spain with him. Though he liked the idea of taking the woman he loved to the most romantic country in the world, at that moment he couldn't picture Beth as that woman. Luis moved in his seat once again and decided to read the email one more time before he went home.

Sheridan awoke with a start at the sound of her doorbell ringing. She tried hard to ignore it, but the person on the other side of the door was quite insistent. “I'm coming!” Sheridan yelled as she climbed out of bed and slipped into a pair of slippers.

Sheridan opened the door and a floral delivery boy was standing there holding a bouquet of a dozen red roses. Sheridan excused herself and retrieved her purse to get a tip for the boy. Sheridan thanked him, handed him a generous tip and took the flowers into the kitchen. “I was right about this one” she said out loud. “This is exactly what he did the last time.” Without thinking Sheridan pulled a vase down from her cupboard and arranged the flowers in it and then added water. She put the card aside until she was ready to read it. She wasn't the least bit affected by Jean Luc's gesture one way or another. She was strangely indifferent and she wasn't sure why.

After a few minutes, Sheridan had placed the flowers on a coffee table and returned to the kitchen to make a pot of coffee. Once she'd finished making the coffee, poured herself a cup and taken a few sips to wake herself up did she actually attempt to read Jean Luc's apology.

Please accept these roses in sincerest apology for my inconsiderate blunder last night. I know this excuse is growing thin, but my business has had me crazy the last few weeks. It will soon be over and we can spend loads of time together. I want to take you out to dinner tonight in apology, ma Cheri. Please say you will do me the honor of joining me? I will call you around ten for your answer.

Sheridan sighed not knowing what to feel. She was still angry for the humiliation she was put through by being stood up, but other than that, she didn't seem to be feeling anything. Not love, not hate, just total indifference. “What is with me today?” she asked herself. “This is the man I love, I should at least be angry at him for doing this to me. I know, when I see him again I'll feel differently. That's got to be it. I just miss him so terribly much, that's all.”

As she stood there in her kitchen staring blankly at her card from Jean Luc trying to convince herself she missed him, Sheridan couldn't help but think there was something she wanted to do first thing this morning. “What was it I wanted to do?” She asked herself. She walked into the living room and glanced around hoping to jar the memory. Her eyes scanned by the computer and immediately darted back. “Email!” She shouted as she bounded over to the antique desk.

Luis walked into the station house whistling to himself as he immediately logged on to the computer. He was a half hour early for work and had arrived at least this early every day for two week. Marty looked up from his desk and watched Luis curiously, but said nothing. Sam heard Luis whistling all the way from his office. He looked up from his desk and also watching Luis with interest.

Luis immediately signed on to the Internet to check his mail. A smile crept onto his face when he saw the name KC Girl. He didn't even recognize his heart began pounding in his chest as he opened it, or if he did he wouldn't admit it.

You're certainly not making this easy on me are you? LOL. I never dreamed what a challenge this would be trying to figure out what small town you hail from. I must admit I am having loads of fun trying to figure it out. So far all I know is it's in the US and is coastal. Whew! That really narrows down the field! That picture you sent me of an old colonial makes me think of New England, but then again I can't be too sure. Areas in Maryland and Virginia also have houses just like it. And fishing boats? Come on Pezz, be real! What kind of a clue was that when I already know it's coastal?

Just out of curiosity, have you ever read anything on Ireland? Or do you have any desire to go there? I've drafted a post on it that I will probably have ready tonight sometime. I'm looking forward to your reaction. Next to Spain, it's probably my favorite country.

Luis devoured every word KCGirl had written. Each morning he couldn't wait to get to work just to read the mail he received from her. He didn't have a computer at home, so the only chance he had was at work. He had no clue about all of the extra hours he spent at the station these days.

Leaning back in his chair, Luis grinned as he tried to think up another elusive clue for KC. He too was enjoying the torture he was causing her. This was the most fun he's had in a very long time. “What kind of a clue can I give for a sleepy little New England town?” He wondered.

“Good morning Sam” Luis said as he dumped cream and sugar in his cup. He was hoping Sam wouldn't ask him about his early morning arrivals. He knew Sam was aware of his new habit and had yet to call him on it. It was just a matter of time.

“Beth's fine” Luis answered without thinking. Frankly, Luis hadn't even spoken to her for at least three days now. It was the longest he'd gone since they met in high school without speaking to her. He suddenly felt a pang of guilt for it. His guilt wasn't for not speaking to her so much as the fact that he really didn't miss her in their time apart.

“What else has Hank told you?” Luis asked, anger building in his voice. He hated it when Hank told other people his business. He made a mental note to talk to him about this annoying habit the next time he saw him.

“Forget it Sam” Luis answered irritably. “I don't have another girl. I'd never do that to Beth or anyone for that matter. Just because things between Beth and me aren't going well right now doesn't mean I'm cheating on her. I told you, our problems are based on her wanting to move and my wanting to stay right here.”

“I believe you Luis” Sam said backing off. Not saying another word, Sam walked back into his office and Luis walked back to his desk. He was angry that Sam would even insinuate such a thing. Feeling overwhelmed, Luis decided to write to Jay who always seemed to know the right thing to say to him to make him feel better. She'd been a great friend to him while they were on the force together in Harmony and was glad they could still keep in touch via the internet.

KC Girl is going to post a recap of Ireland sometime tonight. I can't wait to read it. She hasn't posted anything since her amazing description of Spain. She has such a way with words and she seems to key in on the places I want to visit. It's weird, really. I've read numerous posts from other people on the same places, yet it's like they are completely different places they're writing about. Does that make sense?

Did I tell you about the game KC and I are playing? She asked me where I lived and I wouldn't tell her. I told her she had to guess. Anyway, we've made kind of a game out of it. I supply very vague clues and she gets to guess. So far all she knows it it's a small coastal town. If I play this right I can keep this up for months! She'll never get it! LOL.

Sam really irked me this morning. Can you believe he actually had the nerve to accuse me of two timing Beth? I thought Sam knew me better than that. Looks like Hank has been reporting to Sam about the trouble Beth and I are having. Why the hell is Beth talking to Hank in the first place and why is Hank reporting to Sam my every move? Hell, with the hours I've been keeping at the station lately when have I had time to cheat on Beth? No matter what I may feel right now about my relationship with her, I would never sleep with anyone else or even go out with them for that matter.

Sorry for the rant, but this whole thing set me off this morning. I think I'll go think up some more clues to torture KC with. It usually makes me laugh just imagining the look on her face trying to figure it out. Funny thing is, I have no idea what she looks like.

“I knew it was too good to be true” Sheridan said irritably. “Well, at least this time he had the decency to call me and cancel instead of leaving me stranded in a restaurant.” Sheridan went into her room to change out of her clothes into something more comfortable. After she'd hung her Versaci original back on it's hanger and put on a sweat shirt Ethan had sent her with “Harmony” written across the front and a picture of a lighthouse underneath, she decided to make herself a salad for dinner. In a way she was glad she wasn't going out for dinner. Sometimes the French meals were too much for her if she wanted to keep her trim figure.

After she'd eaten she decided to read her email. She really wanted there to be mail from Pezz, but told herself there wouldn't be. After all, she'd just sent her last note to him before Jean Luc called breaking their dinner engagement. That didn't stop the wave of disappointment however, that she felt when there was no mail from him. She did find one from Godis who had been gone for nearly two weeks, so all was not bad. She opened the mail and read.

Anyway, I'd love to talk to you guys about it tonight. Care to meet in the Travel Chat room around midnight EST? Baby, that'll be around 9 for you and if I'm right that's a good time for you and it should be around 6 am for you KC. Is that too early? If it is, let me know and we'll work something else out. It's tough trying to schedule a chat for the three of us. LOL. Who knows, maybe there will be some interesting people in there and we can get the scoop on other places. I'm ready to become a world traveler.

“That sounds like fun” Sheridan said to herself. “It's been a long time since we've had a chat.” Just as she was about to sign off she saw she had another incoming email. It was from Pezz. For no apparent reason, Sheridan suddenly found her palms were sweaty as she clicked on the email from Pezz. She had a silly grin plastered to her face as she read his message.

How is my little detective today? I'm glad you're having fun with this, because I am too. Truthfully, I spend my spare time thinking up these little clues for you. Keeps my mind sharp! LOL. Now, don't hurt me, but my clue of the afternoon is....... Drum roll please...........

How's that for a clue! I knew you'd like it. Now I'm sure you are wondering what kind of a clue sleepy is, but write it down in your little book of clues and soon it will all become clear to you. I think starting next week I'll let you start asking a few questions if you haven't made any progress. I don't want to be accused of making this impossible!

I can't wait to read your post later tonight. I'm sure I'll want to talk to you about it after I read it. I've been amazed by everything you've written and this should be no exception. I've always had a fascination for Ireland as well as Spain.

I'm going home early today as my boss wants me to come back and work the midnight shift. Seems one of the guys wives just went into labor and he's going to be off for a few days. If my emails seem to come at strange times now you'll know why. It's been awhile since I worked split shifts like this. I think I'll use some of the extra money I make to buy a computer for home. I can't remember the last time I splurged on anything for myself. I'll probably change my mind after I get my paycheck. Still have to pay the bills you know and I'm trying to build up my savings account.

Luis' shift was just about finished. Sam was letting him off a little early so he could come back and work the grave yard shift. Kenny, the officer who would be out for the next few days, worked the desk at night which could be tough on someone used to working nights, never mind a day person like Luis. Unless something big was brewing in Harmony, which most of the time it wasn't, desk duty was boring. Answering phones mostly and dispatching other officers. He hadn't admitted it to himself, but Luis was really looking forward to working these nights. He would have the computer to keep him occupied, which was something he'd not really had the luxury of before.

Luis stopped at his desk on the way out the door and couldn't resist the temptation to send off a quick email to KC. Once online he saw he had mail. One letter from his pal Jay and another from KC. Luis felt his heart begin to pound as he quickly clicked on KC's note.

Since you are working midnights for the next few days, I'll look for your emails at different times. you may not realize this but you just gave yourself away Mister! Until today, I had no idea what shift you worked which of course added to the intrigue. Now I know you work days normally and will be coming back to work nights. So my detective brain has now definitely narrowed you down to the East coast. I may not figure things out from the pathetic clues you give me, but I'll find it from the ones you don't realize you've given me! Ha! Gotcha on that one! LOL

Anyway, you already know where I live, so it shouldn't surprise you to know I'll be going to bed soon. Actually I'll be posting my travel post first and then going to bed. I have something to do first in the morning so I want to turn in early. I guess you and I will be going to bed at the same time tonight! LOL

Partner, don't yell at me, but I think you need to take a step back and look at yourself. As much as he pissed you off, Sam may be onto something that you don't want to think about, meaning your feelings for Beth and for KC. Yep buddy, like it or not, time to face facts, you may be starting to have feelings for the cyber traveler.

C'mon Luis, you and I both know that Beth isn't the right woman for you and you're not doing her or you any good by prolonging things. Maybe if I keep saying it enough times, you'll finally get it through that thick stubborn head of yours and realize that you and Beth are not meant to be. You need to end things with Beth, let her move to the big city and you stay in Harmony and get on with your life. The sooner, the better, for both of you.

Are you calming down? Look, we all know you are Mister Morality and that you'd never sleep with 2 women at the same time. But there is physical cheating and then there is emotional cheating. You'd never cheat on Beth intentionally, in any way, but I think this situation has kind of crept on you without you realizing what is happening. Luis, you may not want to face it, but you LIKE this KC girl. Ever since you started emailing with her, she's been the major topic of your emails to me. You almost never mention work or your family, let alone Beth, it's all about KC. Next thing I know, you'll be telling me that you are going into the station early and staying late everyday just so you can email with her. Oh God! I bet you are already doing that, aren't you? How well do I know you? LOL. Be HONEST with yourself Luis - which makes your heart beat faster, the thought of seeing Beth or reading a new email from KC?

From what I've read of her posts and from what you've told me about her, I like this KC. She seems nice, as well as smart and articulate. I've been thinking - always a dangerous thing :) Sometimes people who post on a board also hang out in that board's chat room. I think I'm going to have to check out the chat room on that travel site. Maybe I will find KC there and can check her out for myself. After all, I need to see if she is good enough for my favorite partner.

“Jay, you have no idea what you are talking about” Luis muttered. Luis was lying on his bed in his boxers holding the letter in the air as he reread it. She's just someone who is nice to talk to on the internet. How can I possibly “like” someone I've never met? That's just silly.” Luis laughed at the notion of falling for someone he's never met, never mind had no idea what she looked like. All he really knew about her was she lived in Paris, was born in the States, has traveled extensively and longed to live in a small town. “It's crazy Jay, I'm telling you” Luis again muttered as he closed his eyes.

As Luis drifted into an uneasy slumber he could hear his friends words echoing in his head. “Be honest with yourself Luis, which makes your heart beat faster? The thought of seeing Beth or the thought of reading a new email from KC?” The names Beth and KC kept flashing in Luis' mind.

Luis looked at Beth, back to the computer screen and then back to Beth again. “I'm sorry Beth” Luis said again. I can't stay. I have to go.” Suddenly Luis felt himself being sucked into the computer screen in a whirlwind tunnel. He heard himself saying “I'm sorry Beth over and over again. He then changed his mantra to “Don't worry KC, I'm coming. I'm here KC.”

Laughing it off, Luis shrugged his shoulders. “I don't remember” he lied. “You know how dreams are. You forget them the minute you wake up.” Luis tried to make light of the situation, but he had an idea his mother wasn't buying it. He could tell by the look in her eyes.

Sheridan hit the snooze on her alarm and rolled over still half asleep. She was dreaming and wasn't quite ready to face the world yet. It didn't take long for sleep to come again and Sheridan was right back in her dream.

“You” Sheridan answered softly. “I have dreamed of you.” She found herself drifting further and further from Jean Luc, reaching out to the stranger. Her hand was only inches from his. She looked over her shoulder at Jean Luc who was calling her name. She wanted to return to her fiancé, but she couldn't. Some force was pulling her towards the tall dark stranger. She thought to herself she should be afraid, but she wasn't. On the contrary, she felt safer and more secure than she ever had in her life the closer she came to this man. “But who are you? I don't know who you are.”

“Please let me see you face” Sheridan pleaded. The stranger gently took Sheridan's hands and she felt a surge of electricity shoot through her entire body as his strong hands caressed her own. It was unlike anything she'd ever felt before.

The stranger lifted Sheridan's left hand to his lips allowing them to brush her skin lightly, sending more shockwaves flowing through her. He then lowered her hand as gingerly as he had lifted it and slowly backed away. In a moment, he disappeared into the fog from where he came. Just as he was no longer visible, Sheridan heard the beep, beep, beep of her alarm. She slowly opened her eyes revealing she was in her apartment in Paris.

“Oh my God, it was so real!” she said in frustration. These dreams are getting more real all the time.” She looked down at her hand and could swear she could still feel where he'd kissed it. After a few minutes Sheridan had composed herself enough to climb out of bed and ready herself for her early morning chat.

Luis finished getting report from the off going desk officer. As Danny gathered his belongings, Luis poured himself a cup of coffee and grabbed a very stale donut in an effort to wake up. He yawned just thinking about the long night ahead of him. Danny had been bored silly since right after dinner. Luis knew Harmony had a very low crime rate, but the way things had been the last few days made Mayberry look like Chicago during the Capone days.

“By the way Luis” Danny called over his shoulder on his way out the door, Sam's given his OK for the night guys to use the net as long as it's done with discretion and all the work is done.” Luis knew exactly what Danny was referring to. Luckily that was not even an option with Luis.

Danny left and Luis took over his seat and shuffled through the mandatory reports he'd have to file in the morning no matter what happened. With nothing but time on his hands, Luis decided to reread Jay's last email. Her words had haunted him since the moment he read them, so much so that he'd had one of the strangest dreams of his life.

Calmly Luis read through the message. Stopping every few seconds Luis would either shake his head in an affirmative or negative manner. After finishing the note he decided he was calm and rational enough to respond to her. At first he'd been worried that what she said might be true, but the more he thought about it, the more ridiculous it sounded.

You my friend, are very lucky you weren't near me when I first read your email. I probably would have blasted you non stop for even suggesting such a thing. The reason I was so angry at the time was because in the back of my mind I thought you might be right.

Now that I've had a chance to sleep on it (that's another story entirely) I've decided that the whole idea is completely ludicrous! I'm at the point of LMAO at the whole idea. Jay, it's impossible to fall for someone over the internet! It simply doesn't happen!

Look, I'll admit I enjoy my emails with KC. It's a lot of fun to play the games that we do, but that's all it is. A game! I might as well be inserting a disk into this computer and playing roulette or solitaire. They are games. You enjoy them and look forward to playing them again. They even have interactive ones now that talk back to you.

Enough said for now. I'll be on and off the computer most of the night. I can't remember if I told you I was covering for Kenny for a few nights. Tina went into labor this morning so Kenny is anxiously awaiting the arrival of their baby. I hope he has some hair left when this is all over. I remember him saying that's the first thing Tina goes for when she's in pain! LOL. Anyway I have night shift desk duty for the next few days as well as my regular day shift. Things are pretty quiet around here tonight so I might check out that chat room you suggested.

That woman is truly incredible!” Luis whispered to himself as he smiled at the computer screen. He'd just finished a post on the travel board called “The Enchanted Emerald Isle.” It was KC Girl's recap of her experiences in Ireland. Luis couldn't get the smile off his face as he had flashes of the villagers enjoying the serene life in a turn of the century Irish cottage, thatched roof and all. He could almost smell the fresh rain she described falling in the lush greenery that Ireland is known for. Luis was sure she'd kissed that Blarney stone. KC certainly had the gift.

KC Girl-- Thank you for sharing these special moments with us. I for one thoroughly enjoy reading these very descriptive, articulate wonderfully personalized recaps of your travels. You really should think about writing these recaps for a living or the very least working for the Chamber of Commerce or some visitors bureau. Then again if you did that we'd all miss out on these astonishing stories.

Luis took a long sip of his coffee and decided to try and find the chat room Jay had told him about earlier. He retreated to the front page and searched the headings until he found it. He navigated the pages until he was entering his screen name and password allowing him access to the chat area. As he waited patiently for the chat room to load, he was shaken from his trance like state with the shrill ringing of the telephone. Realizing where he was, he quickly answered it. “Harmony Police Department” he said into the receiver. As much as he wanted to join in on the chat, he was at work and had to perform his work duties first.

Jay finished reading Luis' latest email and laughed out loud at the extent of his denial. She'd known him a long time and knew he was falling for KC. She sent him an email telling him so, but also that she would drop it... for now.

After Jay finished her routine stops at her favorite web sites, she decided to read KC's latest post for herself. Like Luis, she enjoyed reading the posts on the travel board and as far as she was concerned, KC was on her list of "posters to read." She read Luis' response and just rolled her eyes. "Denial, denial, denial" she said. That would be her new mantra as far as Luis was concerned.

After posting a response to KC's beautifully detailed and eloquently written recap of her trip to Ireland, Jay headed over to the chat room. After signing in she saw the chat room was empty. Empty except for one name... PezzMan. "I knew it!"

Jay waited for a response and realized Luis must have gotten called away. She decided to read a little and wait for him to return. She also wondered if KC would show up tonight? A smile crept across her face as she imagined Luis squirming in his seat when he realized she was in the same chat room as KC.

Sheridan logged on to her computer with a strong cup of coffee in her hands. Her normal sleeping pattern was to stay up late and sleep in late. The idea of rising at 6 am was a foreign concept for her. Despite the sleepiness she was having difficulty shaking, she decided she rather liked the idea of waking early. Maybe it was because it represented what she really wanted out of life... Normalcy. She wanted nothing more than to live the life that her family had lied, stolen and cheated to avoid.

Stopping quickly at the message board on her way to the chat room, Sheridan noticed Pezz had posted a response. She read it, a smile coming to her face. She wrote a quick “thank you” to him and the others who posted responses and headed over to the chat room.

Jay finished reading her article and turned her attention back to the chat room only to find it was suddenly buzzing with activity. She smiled to herself when she saw KC was among the people there. “I wonder if Luis has been back?” Jay grinned. “This is going to be very interesting. C'mon Jay, do your stuff.”

Luis finally hung up the phone with Mrs. Johnson. Her teenage son Tyler hadn't come home from work yet and she wanted the police to send out a squad car to look for him. Luis asked Mrs. Johnson if she had called his place of employment yet to see if he'd left? She informed him that she hadn't so Luis placed the call for her. He found out that Tyler had gone out to his car only to discover a flat tire and didn't have a spare. He'd tried calling his mother, but she'd been on the phone looking for him so all he got was a busy signal. Luis dispatched an officer to pick up Tyler and bring him home. He could get a new tire in the morning.

“Only in Harmony would a flat tire be the highlight of the night” Luis muttered to himself. He finished the paperwork on the case of the missing teen and sighed as he closed his logbook. “Now what was I doing?” Luis asked himself. He was momentarily distracted by his mailbox flashing he had mail. Hoping it was from KC, Luis quickly clicked on the icon. He tried to hide his disappointment when he realized it was from Jay.

Luis sent a quick response telling Jay about the latest crime to hit Harmony and thanking her for dropping the idea that he had a “thing” for KC. He then remembered what he was going to do before Mrs. Johnson called. “The chat room” he said. Luis then opened the chat room screen and felt a lump develop in his throat when he saw who was there. The first name he saw was KCGirl. The name seemed to jump out at him, the rest were just a blur for a moment.

Sheridan couldn't get over the feeling in the pit of her stomach at the moment. She felt as if a butterfly garden had just been dumped there. It made no sense to her. She was glad this conversation was happening over the Internet and not in person. She'd hate for anyone to see her in the condition she was in right now. She held a hand up to her cheek and it was burning hot.

{PezzMan} I must say I was pleasantly surprised to see you here tonight. I read your latest post earlier. Your descriptions are unbelievable, you know that? Just so you know I may have to leave without warning if duty calls. That's why I wasn't here earlier.

Godis and BabyShuis just stared at their computer screen in utter disbelief as they watched KCGirl and PezzMan chat. Both were wondering what was really going on with those two. Jay was following their chat with great amusement. From what she could see tonight, KC seemed to feel the same way about Luis as he did about her. “I wonder what KC stands for?” Jay thought. She decided to see if she could get some information out of this chat for her old partner.

Sheridan frowned. She hadn't thought of Jean Luc since she signed on to the computer and had been perfectly content. She'd only left a few very brief messages with Godis about Jean Luc's behavior over the last few weeks. As a matter of fact, Godis hadn't even responded to them as one was left right before her impromptu trip to London and the other one just last night.

Sheridan felt like she'd been kicked in the stomach. She knew things weren't as wonderful between them as they'd been at the beginning, but she still trusted him. The idea that Jean Luc would cheat on her had never even crossed her mind.

Luis now was the one who felt like he'd been hit in the stomach. He quickly scrolled back and saw what Jay was talking about. “That SOB” Luis said under his breath. “No woman deserves to be treated like that.”

Luis found himself struggling with his own feelings. Part of him felt terrible that KC had to put up with such a louse that would cheat on her and the other half of him hoped she would follow him and find out he was and dump the guy. He had no idea why these thoughts even came to his mind but he couldn't seem to get rid of them.

Luis left the chat room with so many different emotions going through him he wasn't sure how to react. He decided he'd send an email to KC and tell her how sorry he was that her fiancé is such a louse. It would keep him occupied until Beth arrived. Luis rolled his eyes. From the sounds of it, she was going to try and convince him to move to the big city again and that was not what he wanted to hear.

Luis stared at his keyboard for a few minutes while contemplating exactly what he was going to write to KC. He hated seeing men use women. He didn't know for sure what was going on with KC's fiancé, but what he did know didn't sound like it was above board. Everyone is entitled to one mistake, but two? How could a man leave his fiancée sitting in the same restaurant twice? As he thought about it, her friends seemed to make sense. There seemed to be a reason JL didn't want to be seen with her in that restaurant. Maybe it was the cop in him that was seeing a problem where there wasn't one. Maybe JL was just ignorant to other people's feelings. If that was the case then he definitely wasn't the man for KC.

KC's friends had seen it too, however. They were the ones that put together the pieces that led them to discover it was that restaurant that JL didn't want to go to. That was the part that really made no sense to Luis. Why would he keep agreeing to take KC there and then not show up? Why not just say ahead of time he didn't want to go there? No, there was something not right about this guy.

Luis decided to go for broke. He hated to see KC hurt and wanted to let her know. She may never want to hear from him again, but if there was something not right about this guy, she needed to find out about it before she married him. He began to pound furiously on the keyboard.

A short time later Luis finished typing his email to KC and reread it. He shook his head and frowned. He hoped everything would work out for her. Slowly, he clicked send and his message disappeared right before his eyes. He let out a weary sigh. On the exterior no one would have ever guessed that his insides were a mess. There was no way Luis could even begin to explain how he was feeling because he had no idea. The only thing he knew, was it was a very uneasy feeling and he didn't like it, not one bit.

Sheridan finally managed to tear herself away from the chat room. After Pezz left, the “girls” had discussed the best places to see in London with Godis and KC exchanging notes. BabyShuis and CAdreaming, both of whom hadn't been there were delighted listening to the two travelers.

Somehow Sheridan hadn't really been into the chat this morning, even though she'd been quite excited about the idea earlier. She kept telling herself it had nothing to do with Pezz's sudden disappearance after the info about her having a fiancé leaked out. Maybe it was the thought that her cyber pals thought Jean Luc was cheating on her, an idea she'd not even entertained until tonight. Her head told her she should listen to her friends, but her heart... Yes, what did her heart tell her? She wasn't sure. A month ago, she wouldn't have believed any of this, but now? There were so many inconsistencies, she just couldn't stop thinking about it.

Before signing off, Sheridan decided to check email one more time. She smiled nervously when she saw she had a message from Pezz. She wasn't sure what he was going to say or do after the exhibition in the chat room earlier. She was glad that he hadn't been scared off. Or had he? Maybe this was a good-bye email? Her mind was spinning. Taking a deep breath, she opened it and began to read.

I have to tell you I was pleasantly surprised to see you in that chat room tonight. You were the last person I expected to see there. I guess when you said you were getting up early to do something, I assumed it was to go shopping or move furniture. I never thought of a chat room! LOL.

I know I probably wasn't supposed to see a lot of what was being discussed in there, but I couldn't help it. I'm sorry your fiancé is causing you so much pain. No man should ever treat a woman like that. I know there is a saying “Love hurts” but as far as I am concerned it shouldn't have to.

KC, believe me when I tell you I hope JL is telling you the truth and it's all just temporary while he gets what ever business he is doing under control. However, please listen to your friends and at least check out his story. I'd hate to see someone as nice as you endure any more heartache. I know I probably have no right to say this and if I am out of line tell me and I'll never bring it up again, but from what I've heard tonight, it seems as though this is something you need to look into.

All I'd like to see for you is to be happy with whatever decision YOU make. You deserve a man who will love you unconditionally and treat you with respect. If you want JL to be that man, then I hope he turns out to be on the up and up. If you are unsure, then I suggest you check him out and make sure.

I hope I haven't upset you. That wasn't my intention. I just don't want to see you get hurt any more than you already have. If you ever want to vent, or need someone who will listen, please don't hesitate to ask. I have very broad shoulders.

Sheridan sat there, dazed at the words she'd just read. No one had ever written her a letter like that before. Sure, her father and brother were always telling her men weren't good enough for her, but they were referring to the amount of money in their bank account and the color of their blood, nothing more. If they'd cared at all about her, they never would have tried to marry her off to the countless number of aristocratic snob sons of business associates.

Why did this man that she barely knew seem to care about her happiness? Most people she would fear had an ulterior motive, but she sensed that Pezz genuinely cared about what happened to her. What was it about this man that she'd never met, didn't know his name or where he was from that had her thinking about him more often than her own fiancé?

Maybe the girls were right. Maybe Pezz was right. Didn't she owe it to herself to find out for sure if Jean Luc was the man she thought he was? Sheridan decided that tonight was the night. She was going to follow him and see what kind of business he really had to attend. She sent Pezz an email telling him of her plans. She'd email Godis and BabyShuis after she found out this was all a wild goose chase.

The only call he'd received so far tonight related to police business was from Mrs. Johnson looking for her son. All other calls had been from a member of the department either calling in from patrol, calling from home checking on their schedule or personal in nature.

He took a sip of his coffee and made a sour face when he realized how old it was. “This coffee was probably made by me before I left earlier today.” He was still half asleep when he arrived earlier and didn't notice. Now that he was awake, it was unpalatable. He walked over to the break room and decided to make a fresh pot.

Sipping on a fresh cup of coffee Luis continued to watch the clock. Time continued to pass and still no Beth. If it hadn't been the middle of the night he would have called her at home, but he didn't want to wake her family up. Having had enough of this waiting game, he decided to email Jay.

First of all I should be the one apologizing for that little scene in the chat room. I never intended to burden you with my real life troubles. I enjoy our emails and the last thing an email friend needs is to hear about all the misery in another person's life. I appreciate your offer of a shoulder to cry on so to speak. You'd better watch what you say to me because I might just take you up on it. ;-)

I've done a lot of thinking about what the girls said in the chat room and what you said in your note. Even though I don't believe it, I am going to find out the truth one way or another. JL is a creature of habit in some ways and the one thing I know about him is he always stops off late every afternoon for a glass of wine at a little bistro on the left bank. He took me in there with him a few times when we first started dating and the maitre'd made a comment pointing out this habit. Thinking back JL seemed uncomfortable at the time with its mention.

I've never played the part of James Bond before, spy extraordinaire so this should be interesting. Do you think I should wear a wig or disguise or something? Should I confront him if I do find him involved in something shady?

Well, I guess I'd better go plan my strategy if I am going to transform into a spy tonight. Maybe if all turns out like Godis and Baby think it will I'll move back to the States. Back to that sleepy little N... Wait a minute! I just figured it out! You live in New England! That's it isn't it? HA! I get it now. Sleepy little New England town.

Thanks for everything Pezz. Having you there as a friend means a lot to me. We are friends aren't we? I don't know what else to call you. Even though we've never met, I feel you are a better friend than those closest to me. Strange, huh?

“Friends, yeah” Luis said reading her words. “I like the sound of that.” Luis couldn't keep the Cheshire cat grin off his face at the thought of KC considering him her friend. He reread the letter several times and for some reason decided to print it. Luis already had saved all emails from KC into a file, but he'd never admit it to anyone.

He had to laugh at her figuring out his “sleepy” clue. Honestly he never thought she'd get it. “I wonder if this means she's from New England? Wouldn't that be something if she ended up splitting up with her fiancé, moved home and she lived only a few hours from here? I might actually get a chance to meet her?” Luis was getting more excited by the minute. The prospect of meeting KC ... “Luis, do you hear yourself? You're crazy! For starters, she's an engaged woman and you have a girlfriend. Not to mention the fact you have no idea who she is or where she's from. She could be an axe murderer for all you know.” Luis stopped his monologue for a moment and thought about what he was saying. “Look, she's just a friend who needs some support right now. I should probably warn her to be careful if she's going to go into James Bond mode. If the guy is as slimy as I suspect, who knows what he'll do if he catches her spying on him.”

“What relationship Luis? We've been dating for ten years now and that's it. At one time early on I thought we had a chance, but after your father disappeared you pulled back. You keep using the excuse you need to take care of your family and I respect that, but your brother and sister are almost grown now and you still won't make a commitment to me.”

“Beth, I had no idea you felt this way” Luis said in all sincerity. It was true, Luis never thought about his relationship with Beth in those terms. He'd convinced himself long ago that his family came first and everything else was secondary.

Luis stopped to think about that one. What is the definition of being in love anyway? What was that that Jay had said to him the day before? Be HONEST with yourself Luis - which makes your heart beat faster, the thought of seeing Beth or reading a new email from KC? If this was a definition of love then he would have to say he wasn't “in love” with Beth. For that matter, now he was pretty sure he'd never really been “in love” with her.

Luis just looked at Beth unable, unwilling to hurt her by telling her the truth. But how was he going to get out of it? “Luis, don't answer that, please? Your silence and the sad look in your eyes is all the answer I need.”

“Luis, I asked you to please not say anything. Hank is going to drive me to New York and stay with me for awhile until I get settled.” She walked up to him and handed him a piece of paper. “Here is my new address and phone number in case you ever need it.”

With that, Beth lightly kissed Luis' cheek and turned to leave. “I'll make sure she's ok Luis” Hank assured his friend. Luis nodded and watched the two walk off into the night. Beth was now out of his life for good. He'd spent the last ten years of his life being faithful to this woman and she just left him with no notice. He knew he should be feeling pretty bad about this right now, but if the truth be told, all he felt was relief.

Sheridan had prepared herself for the task at hand. She'd found an old brown wig in the closet and that with a pair of dark glasses Jean Luc would never suspect a thing. She still had a half hour to go before she was to leave. The last thing she wanted to do was hang around a bistro waiting for him to show up. Besides, the maitre'd had been very specific as to the time Jean Luc arrived every night.

You my dear are a better sleuth than I gave you credit for. I hate to admit this, but I never really expected you to get the clue “sleepy“. I knew eventually it would make sense to you, but I never dreamed it would this quickly. Does this mean that you are also from New England? Ha! Wouldn't it be funny if we both turned out to be from the same town? Right, like that would ever happen. The town I come from is barely on the map! LOL.

The thought of returning to Harmony had been in the back of Sheridan's mind for quite sometime now, but for some reason, she wanted nothing more than to see New England in the Fall. “Wouldn't Ethan be surprised if I came home for a visit?” She said absentmindedly.

You know I'm glad you've decided to check up on JL, just as long as you're doing it for yourself, not anyone else. And remember KC, Jessica Fletcher always had Seth or Amos to back her up. Who's your back up? What I'm trying to say is be careful would you please? Even if JL isn't doing anything wrong, I doubt he'll be too happy to hear you've been following him.

Please let me know everything is ok when you get home tonight? Even if it's not ok, let me know so I don't have to worry that something bad happened to you. Oh God, listen to me, I sound like my mother! Seriously though, if you need that shoulder, I'll be here.

(note: for those of you who don't know, Jessica Fletcher~~ a murder mystery novelist~~ was the main character on the long running CBS series Murder She Wrote. Seth and Amos were the doctor and chief of police in Jessica's hometown of Cabot Cove, Maine. It didn't dawn on me until after I posted this story the first time people might not get the reference.)

“Oh come off it Luis! I've known you too long to believe that one. Look, every time you and Beth broke up, which happened a few times if memory serves, you headed straight for the bars. Are you going to stand there and tell me you aren't going out on the prowl the first chance you get?”

“That's exactly what I'm telling you Sam” Luis said with annoyance. “Look, I was never looking for an excuse to play the field or anything like that. Most of the time when Beth and I had a fight, we'd break up for a few weeks and then we'd be back together. Sam, you and I both know that hasn't happened in a very long time. Maybe I've just grown up.”

“That figures” Sam said shaking his head. “She always wanted to stay home on snow days. I had a tough time convincing her the police didn't have snow days.” Sam patted Luis on the back. “Have a good lunch and I'll catch up with you later.”

“Sure Sam” Luis said as he retreated to his desk. As he sat down behind his desk, he realized that he'd planned to email Jay last night, but became distracted by KC's email and then everything with Beth happened. Luis forced himself not to check his mail before he wrote Jay. Somehow he had a feeling there would be a note from KC and if there was he may never be able to write Jay today.

I was going to write this last night but I got a bit distracted. Now before you say yeah you were probably reading one of KC's emails, there was also another big distraction I had last night. Remember my telling you that Beth called and was planning on stopping by last night? Well, surprise she did. She was late, but she got her point across.

It's ironic don't you think? You've been telling me for years that Beth and I were not meant to be and it's only been recently that I've even entertained the idea. I was almost (not quite but almost) ready to take a serious look at where our relationship was going. It looks like she saved me the trouble, doesn't it?

In the past when we'd break up,, I always knew we'd get back together at some point, but the feeling I have this time is very different Jay. I can't explain it, I just know it's for good. I wish her all the happiness in the world, but I think I'm glad it's over.

I took a chance with KC last night and gave her my opinion of her fiancé. I told her no man should treat a woman that way and she owed it to herself to find out if her friends are right. I gotta tell you, that Godis and BabyShuis made a lot of sense. There is definitely something fishy about this JL character.

KC seemed to appreciate my comments. At any rate she didn't tell me to go screw myself and she's going to tail him tonight. Considering the time difference, she's probably hot on his trail as I write this. I told her for her sake I hope things work out the way she wants them to.

Remember my “sleepy” clue? Well, my little sleuth figured it out! Can you believe that? I have a feeling the reason she figured it out is because she is from New England herself. I asked her in my last note. We'll see if she gives me a straight answer. She'll have every reason not to after what I've put her through! LOL.

I'll be leaving here in just a few minutes, but I wanted to drop you a note before I go. I wish I could say I have back up, but it's just little old me. I don't know any cops from Maine who can help me out! Jessica was sure one lucky lady to have Seth and Amos in her corner. Now I wish I'd watched more episodes of Murder She Wrote! LOL. I've decided not to confront him if I find him. I'm bringing a camera with me and I'll take pictures if I have to, but I don't think I'll need it.

So I surprised you with my powers of deductive reasoning did I? I should make you suffer the way you're making me suffer, but I am much kinder than you. Yes, my hometown is in New England. It's funny, but I've really been homesick lately. I've spent most of my life in Paris and the only relative that I am remotely close to is my nephew, but I long to see the small town I once called home. Do you realize I've only been home a few times since I was a little girl? I probably wouldn't even recognize it if I saw it.

After several more minutes of carefully flipping the pages of the newspaper, she spotted Jean Luc walking hurriedly down the street. Her heart caught in her throat when he sat down at the table next to her. She raised her paper slightly to completely hide her face from Jean Luc's view. Thankfully, he wasn't the least bit interested in anyone or anything around him. He seemed to be preoccupied with something.

Sheridan watched while he ordered his wine and cheese and busily fidgeted with his cell phone. He nervously glanced at his watch every few minutes and scanned the pedestrians walking by. Luckily, however, he didn't look in her direction. She had to be careful not to let Jean Luc see her. The last thing she needed was to be caught.

After about fifteen minutes, Sheridan's patience paid off. A man she'd seen Jean Luc talking with several times at his apartment joined him at his table. The two men shook hands, Jean Luc took a final sip of his wine and left some money to pay his check. Sheridan gathered her wits and prepared to leave immediately after they did. She listened as they laughed jovially, as two friends would, not business acquaintances.

Sheridan gave them about a thirty second head start before she headed off in the direction she'd seen Jean Luc and the other man go. Sure enough, it looked like they were headed straight for the infamous restaurant that Jean Luc had stood her up in twice and broken their date once. “What is it about this place?” Sheridan whispered to herself as she followed in such a manner that anyone who suspected they were being followed would have spotted her long ago. Luckily for Sheridan, Jean Luc apparently didn't believe there was a need to look for someone tailing him.

Sheridan allowed several minutes to pass after the men entered the restaurant before she finally found an opportunity to slip inside unnoticed. A group of three couples were about to enter the establishment and Sheridan nonchalantly joined their party long enough to walk into the restaurant. She separated from the group in the lobby of the restaurant and found her way to the ladies room to compose herself. “Get hold of yourself Sheridan” she told herself as she splashed cold water on her face. “He's probably not meeting anyone here. He and that friend of his are probably just having a guy's night out.” The words flowed easily from Sheridan's lips as she tried to convince herself what she said was true, but her heart didn't believe any of it. From the moment she saw Jean Luc in the bistro, she knew something was going to happen tonight, something that would change her life forever.

Taking a cleansing breath, Sheridan left the ladies room and slowly walked towards the main dining room. She found herself standing next to a large potted plant for some cover, while her keen eyes scanned the room for a glimpse of Jean Luc. At first she couldn't find him anywhere, but when she let her gaze fall to the table closest to her she finally saw him. Immediately she took a step back. He was almost so close she could reach out and touch him. She was so surprised by his close proximity she wanted to turn and run, but the words she heard next made her freeze in place.

“Jean Luc” a woman with flowing auburn hair cooed as she nuzzled close to him, “it's so sweet of you to meet me here for dinner so often. I don't know when I'd ever get to see you with our schedules the way they are right now.”

Jean Luc flashed her a seductive smile and kissed her softly on the lips. “I would do anything for my beautiful wife” Jean Luc responded. “I miss you when you have to work at the theatre across the street. Home much longer must I endure your absence?”

“Marrying you was the best thing I have ever done, Renée.” He then looked at his friend who was sitting across the table with another woman. “I have my good friend Paul here to thank for that. He convinced me to put my bachelor days behind me and marry the most beautiful woman in all of Paris.”

“No one will ever talk about my wife that way” Jean Luc said with a twinkle in his eye. He then leaned in closer to Renée and giggled in her ear. “Besides, this baby was conceived on our honeymoon. or have you forgotten how many times...”

Sheridan had heard enough. She turned and made as much distance between the scene she'd witnessed in the restaurant and herself as she possibly could. She'd gone over different scenarios in her head of what might happen tonight, but this definitely wasn't one of them. All she wanted to do right now was go home and cry.

“Sure thing Luis” Marty chuckled. “It's the least I can do. After all, you're the one that's picking up all those graveyard shifts. Thank you for that by the way.” Marty grinned wickedly at Luis. Luis knew how much Marty detested working nights. He'd told Luis and the other officers on more than one occasion that he'd rather cut off his right arm than work nights.

“All right buddy. I think I'll take you up on it. Let me just shut my computer down and get my things and I'm out of here.” Luis really didn't have to shut his computer down, it would automatically shut down on its own in about another hour, but he wanted a chance to check his mail one last time before he went home. He glanced at the clock on the wall and noticed it was nearly 2:00. It'd been two hours since KC had left to tail JL. He hoped she'd found what she needed and was home by now.

Luis' face fell when he checked his mail and nothing had arrived from KC. Now he would have to wait until midnight for his answer. He did have a message from Jay, which he decided to read before he left. Maybe that would cheer him up.

Oh Luis! I'm sincerely not sure how to react to that bit of news. I'm sure you are a little in shock as she beat you to the punch. And I know that even though you said you are glad it is over, and I'm sure you are, I'm also sure that a part of you is sad too. Sad at the end of a 10 year relationship. For that part of you that is sad about Beth, I'm sorry.

But ...... for the rest of you ...... and for me............. I AM DOING THE HAPPY DANCE!!!! Picture me in my sweats - in my house - dancing all around and jumping up and down. WOO HOO!!!! YIPPEE!!!!! It's times like this I almost wish I drank so I could get drunk in your honor, but instead, I'm going out and getting a gallon of ice cream to celebrate.

Moving right along - I know I said I'd drop the whole topic of you and KC, but after seeing the two of you in that chat room, there is no way I'm going to drop it now. Sorry big guy, but I was right about Beth and I'm right about this woman too. You LIKE her. And BTW - she likes you too.

I'm glad you were able to reach out to KC about her fiancé. I have a feeling KC is going to need all her friends very soon. That means Godis and Baby and YOU. I've got that same instinct kicking in that you have. Her fiancé is lying to her and he is going to break her heart. She'll need you to be her friend, Luis.

I wanted to tell you that after you left, I stayed in the chat and had a great time. I liked all three women. Godis and KC talked about London. They had some great stories. I think we convinced Godis to write a post about her trip.

Very cute the way you referred to KC as "MY little sleuth." I know you're shaking your head and denying it as you read this, but I'm telling you, you have definitely got a "thing" starting for KC. And for the record, I approve. Ok I'll stop ragging, for now. Let me know if KC tells you whether or not she is from New England - I am curious too.

Luis smiled after reading Jay's email. She never hid the fact that Beth wasn't her favorite person, but had always been there to support his decisions. He couldn't ask for a better friend than Jay and the vision of her doing “the happy dance” amused him immensely.

As much as he wanted to respond to Jay, he was too tired right now and too worried about KC. The only thing he could do that would be of any use was to go home and go to bed. He shut the computer down, gathered his belongings and bid Marty goodnight. Luis thought about nothing but KC and her predicament for his whole ride home.

Sheridan slammed the door to her apartment behind her and ran directly for her bedroom. She threw herself on the bed and allowed herself to completely break down. For the moment, she couldn't recall a lower point in her life. She'd been played a fool by yet another man, this time however the man was married.

Tears were streaming down her face as she hugged her pillow close to her. “How could he? I just don't understand how he could do this to me?” Sheridan sobbed. In the back of her mind, she'd been having doubts surface over the last few weeks that Jean Luc was indeed the man for her, but she hadn't wanted to admit them to anyone, especially herself. Now, as she lay there wallowing in self pity, she remembered she's promised Pezz to let him know how she made out.

A new batch of tears pooled in her eyes when she realized how humiliating it would be to tell anyone she'd been played a fool by her fiancé. “How can I face him again? How can I face anyone ever again?” Sheridan asked herself. She thought about it for a moment and decided she'd do the only thing she could do. She'd send a quick email to Pezz, Godis and BabyShuis telling them Jean Luc was a skunk and that would be it. She couldn't handle any feigned sympathy or “I told you so's” at the moment. She knew she'd have to deal with Ethan, but she decided she needed more time before she said anything to him. So far he knew nothing, so not contacting him about this wouldn't be difficult.

Sheridan inhaled a deep breath and wiped the tears from her face. Gathering her courage she walked out of her bedroom intent on emailing her friends. When she walked by the telephone she saw the answering machine blinking frantically.

“Sheridan, my love” she heard Jean Luc's voice say in a sickeningly sweet tone, “My business dinner should be over early and you and I will be able to spend the rest of the night together. I'll come by as soon as I finish here. I miss you ma cheri and I love you. I can't wait to be alone with you.” Sheridan ripped the answering machine out of the wall and hurled it across the room.

“That'll be the day you lying bastard that you ever lay a hand on me again” she yelled through her tears. Sheridan's anger was now taking over. She looked down at the ring on the third finger of her left hand and before she realized what she was doing had pulled it off her finger and tossed it in the direction of the answering machine.

“Oh God, he'll be here any minute” Sheridan groaned. Thinking for a moment, Sheridan quickly gathered up her ring and any gift that Jean Luc ever sent her and packed them all in a small box. She pulled a piece of paper out of her desk drawer and scribbled a note on it.

Sheridan stared at her salutation to Pezz. How could she tell him or anyone for that matter what a fool she'd been? How could she admit how she'd allowed this man to use her the way he did? She allowed herself to become engaged to a newlywed! How could she not see it? To add insult to injury the woman was pregnant with Jean Luc's child.

As she thought of what to write, she heard an insistent knocking at her door. “Sheridan! Sheridan! Please let me in, I can explain everything” she heard Jean Luc's muffled voice from the hallway outside her apartment. Sheridan felt another wave of tears begin.

I thought I could do this but I can't right now. Just know that I am all right. I followed JL as I said I would and found out what he was hiding from me. He is married. Not only is he married, but his wife is two months pregnant.

Sheridan added Godis and BabyShuis' addresses, deciding she could only do this once. She hit send and turned off her computer. Still listening to Jean Luc's pounding on her door, Sheridan turned off all the lights and retreated to her bedroom to go to sleep. If she could actually fall asleep, it was the one sure way of forgetting all her troubles.

Almost a week had passed since Luis received any emails from KC. He kept telling himself it didn't matter. “She's just a screen name” he would tell himself. It didn't matter how many times he'd tell himself that, he still couldn't stop thinking about her. “Is she all right? Did he find her and hurt her?” Luis' blood would boil at the thought of this man hurting KC or any woman for that matter. Then he would remind himself that he didn't even know KC. For all he knew this was some elaborate hoax.

As the week passed, Luis pretty much kept to himself, which was unlike him. His friends and family assumed he was dealing with his break up with Beth, so they all gave him his space. No one knew the real reason he was in a funk and if they had they might have called the men in the white coats which was exactly why Luis told no one. He hadn't even had much communication with his pal Jay.

Kenny would be back at work tomorrow night, his wife having had a 7lb. 4oz bouncing baby boy. He was grateful to be coming back because his mother in law had moved in for awhile to help his wife with the new baby and she was not his favorite person. Luis felt a knot develop in his stomach when he realized he'd not be able to email KC as much. He laughed at himself when he realized what he was thinking. “It doesn't matter, she hasn't responded to one of my emails in days. What makes me think she is going to respond now?

It was nearly time to go home from his dayshift to get some sleep before he came back for his last night shift. Luis stared at his computer and decided he'd better send a note off to Jay before she flew back to Harmony and tracked him down.

Sorry I haven't written, but I probably would have come off as being in a bad mood if I had. I just don't know what's wrong with me these days. You would think I'd be right there with you doing that “happy dance” of yours, wouldn't you? I can't say I'm really upset about it, but for some reason I am not myself.

Since I haven't written, you probably don't know. KC did confront JL and it was worse than I even imagined. All she told me was he was married and his wife was pregnant. Then she said good bye and that was it. I hate to say this Jay, but I'm worried. I can't help it.

Luis sent his email to Jay and then composed one to KC. Despite her not sending emails to him, Luis continued to send her at least two a day. The first being when he came in for midnight and the last being right before he left in the afternoon.

I hope this message finds you ok. I can't imagine the pain you must be going through right now, but if you feel like talking I'll be here. This is my last night of working. Kenny will be back tomorrow night and I'll be back to working days.

I'd really love to hear from you. If my emails are annoying you, just let me know. I hope they're not, I really did enjoy our friendship. Let me know if I can do anything for you. I'll write again when I get back to work.

Sheridan looked up and smiled at her friend. “It is beautiful Marianna. I haven't seen a sunset this magnificent since the last time I was here. I don't know what it is, but this place has such a calming effect on me. That's why I asked if I could come for a few days.”

“So what were you just thinking about? I am pleased to see a smile on your face don't get me wrong, yet I am curious what brings such joy to those blue eyes that have been so sad?” Marianna hoped she hadn't misread Sheridan's expression. She saw signs of life and happiness for the first time since she'd been there.

Sheridan sighed and stared out at the ocean for a moment as she gathered the courage to tell her friend. She'd not told anyone thus far of her new friend. Godis and BabyShuis were the only ones who even knew he existed and she hadn't told them anything... yet.

Sheridan remembered the first email she's received from Pezz when he told her how much he enjoyed her post on Spain. There was just something about him and she had no idea who he was. “I was just thinking about a gentleman I met on the internet.”

“It was the sunset that made me think of him” Sheridan admitted honestly. “He emailed me after he read one of my travel posts on Spain. He's always wanted to come to Spain and loved my description of the life here.”

“Quite a bit actually, among other things. He's from a small town in New England and I mentioned I loved small town life so he's been sharing his experiences with me as well. We also have a friendly little game going on where I have to guess what town he's from. He's been giving me clues and so far I only have it narrowed down to New England, but I'll figure it out. We're both having a lot of fun with that!” Without even realizing it, Sheridan began spewing out all the things she and Pezz emailed each other about and how much they seemed to enjoy each others' letters. Marianna watched Sheridan in awe as she seemed to light up while talking about this internet “friend.” “You know, he's probably worried sick about me. We used to email back and forth a half dozen times each day and now he hasn't heard from me in almost a week. The last thing I sent him was a quick note telling him about Jean Luc.”

Marianna knew Sheridan wasn't quite ready to face the truth, so she decided to take another approach. “Don't you think you should let this young man know you are ok? We do have a computer here if you would like to email him?”

“But of course” she smiled. “Come, it is getting dark and we still must eat. Then you may email your friend.” Marianna extended her hand to Sheridan who graciously accepted it. As the two women walked the beach back to the hacienda, Marianna thought about Sheridan. Her eyes twinkled as she concluded that the next time Sheridan came to visit her in Spain, she would finally see it the way her country was made to be seen. On the arm of her true love.

“Are you sure Sam?” Luis asked with an almost desperate quality to his voice. All he could think of was he wouldn't be able to check to see if KC had emailed him yet. “I mean I don't mind working really. Kenny should take this extra day, I mean when will he get this chance again?”

Sam laughed. “Kenny says if he doesn't come back to work tonight, he thinks he'll find himself in here but it won't be as a cop. Seriously Luis, he and his mother in law are not getting along. He really needs to come back to work if he's going to survive until she leaves.”

Luis opened the door to the kitchen of his home, only to be greeted by his mother in a very excited state. He knew by her look that he wasn't going to be able to do what he wanted, which was go to bed and forget about everything.

Luis' heart sank. He knew his mother loved Beth and was heartbroken when he and Beth split up. He'd never told her he'd wanted out of the relationship before Beth decided to move to New York. He hoped she wasn't going to tell him Beth had returned.

“Luis, you should be happy about that?” Pilar said, sensing his uneasiness. “You've been working so much lately I haven't had time to tell you the good news. I left the Cranes early today to make sure I caught you.”

“OK, Mama” Luis agreed. He sighed as he waited to hear Beth's voice. Pilar took Luis' hand and led him into the other room. Luis kept his disappointment in check as he waited for his surprise to be sprung on him. To his genuine surprise, Pilar continued through the living room and walked Luis up the stairs to the second floor. “My surprise is upstairs?” He asked.

Luis knew by the number of steps they took that they were about to enter his room. He couldn't imagine Beth would be waiting in his room for him, but if it wasn't Beth, then what would have his mother so excited? She'd never leave work early unless it was something really big.

Luis opened his eyes and they nearly popped out of his head. Sitting on his old desk was a brand new computer system, all set up with a red ribbon wrapped around the monitor. “Surprise!” Pilar said with enthusiasm.

Luis was totally speechless for a few minutes. He was sure he'd been so tired he'd fallen asleep at the wheel on his way home. There was no way he was looking at his own computer. Things like this just didn't happen to him. He rubbed his eyes and then refocused on the magnificent sight in front of him. “Mama? What in the world....”

Slowly it was sinking in that this was real; the computer was real and was already Internet ready. This was too good to be true. A huge smile crept across Luis' face. “Mama, this is fantastic! I can't believe it! I've never won anything like this in my life!” Luis picked his mother up and gave her a huge hug swinging her around in the small space between his bed and desk. Pilar laughed at her son's excitement.

“Mijo, I knew that's what you would have done” Pilar smiled. “If any of us need to use it, we'll ask and I'm sure you'll let us use it, but this is YOUR computer and I wanted YOU to have it in your room. You deserve it. You've done nothing your whole life but make sacrifices for this family. You deserve to enjoy this yourself.”

“Thank you Mama!” Luisa grinned. He couldn't remember the last time he'd been this happy. Right now all he wanted to do was get online and try it out. “It's already hooked up to the internet?” Luis asked nonchalantly. He didn't want his mother to know how excited he really was about having internet access.

As soon as his mother left, Luis pulled his chair in closer to his desk and found the internet. In a matter of seconds he was into his mailbox. Luis was impressed that his computer would stay logged on all the time to the internet and was grateful he could access his mail from any computer.

Boy am I glad to finally hear from you! You had about another 24 hours before I started using old fashioned technology. Yeah, that's right, you were a day away from me phoning the Harmony PD or Pilar. Neither one would have been pretty. LOL. Oh and don't try to pull that “I didn't write because I'd seem to be in a bad mood” crap with me! It doesn't fly and you know it.

Sorry to hear about KC. The fiancé is already married? And the wife is pregnant? Ouch. That has got to hurt, big time. No, I haven't seen KC in the travel chat room or posting on the board there since the chat about a week ago. Poor thing, she must be feeling so embarrassed and humiliated, among other things. I bet her confidence is shaken and she doesn't feel like she can face anyone right now. Times like this I hate men!

Just a suggestion, but maybe you should write to KC and tell her about your break up with Beth. She's probably feeling very alone, like no one can understand what she is feeling. Your situation is different, but a lot of the emotions and feelings must be similar - ending a relationship with someone you thought you might build a future with. It would probably be cathartic for you too. I bet you could tell KC things that you'd never tell me or Sam or anyone who really knows you and Beth.

But enough about KC. Let's talk about me. You better sit down. And hold onto something too. I'm coming to Harmony!!!! SURPRISE!!! I don't exactly know when yet. I just heard from mom. Seems Grandma needs a hip replacement and mom needs me to come help take care of Grandma. She'll be in the hospital for a week afterwards and then I'll be there when she comes home. So, when they set the date for the surgery, I'll let you know. I'm taking a leave of absence, so I'll be in Harmony for a while. Play your cards right and I'll do my happy dance just for you, live and in person.

“Jay's coming to Harmony?” Luis said in surprise. “This will be fun.” The part at the end had caught him off guard, so Luis went back and reread the suggestion about KC. Anytime he saw her name lately he seemed drawn to it. He'd found himself going back reading her old emails over and over again. He didn't stop to think about why he did what he did, he wasn't ready to deal with it. Now he decided to follow Jay's advice. Maybe she was right, she usually was he thought, but there was no way he'd ever tell her that. He would try to reach out to KC by telling her of his recent break up with Beth.

Sheridan spent a wonderful dinner with Marianna and her family. It was evident to everyone that Sheridan was feeling better tonight than she had been since she arrived. Marianna's husband Tomas kept eyeing his wife wondering what had happened to bring about the change in their guest, but was silenced each time by her stern looks. He knew she'd tell him later, but couldn't resist the urge to find out sooner.

After dinner, Marianna took Sheridan into her private sitting room. It was a room Sheridan didn't know existed, never mind seen before. Marianna led Sheridan past the rows and rows of books as well as an area with several unfinished oil paintings still on easels to a huge desk at the far end of the room. Sure enough, sitting on the desk was a computer. Marianna sat down and within a few minutes had accessed cyberspace. “You are able to retrieve your email, no?” She asked Sheridan.

“Yes, I think so” Sheridan answered hesitantly. Marianna offered her seat to Sheridan and watched long enough to make sure she's accomplished her task. A few minutes later, Sheridan had successfully logged onto her email account and Marianna chuckled when she saw all the mail that came up.

Marianna shook her head slightly. She could see that Sheridan had no idea what even going on between her and this young man. “Just a guess” she replied. “I will leave you to read your mail. Take all the time you need. I will not be needing the computer tonight.”

I took a chance hoping it was just me you didn't want to talk to and I emailed Godis and BabyShuis, hoping they'd heard from you. I'd much rather think it's just me than think there is something wrong and was disappointed to hear you'd not contacted them either. I really hope and pray you are alive and well. I don't want to even think that harm has come to you in some way, but the thought has crossed my mind. I'm trying not to think about it though. I'm telling myself that you are just feeling terribly about the situation with your ex-fiancé and need some time alone to think. As terrible as it must be for you, I do hope that is the reason I have not heard from you.

I don't know if this will make you feel any better or not and I am not telling you this to try and make light of what you've gone through or lessen it's devastating effect on you, but I just wanted to share with you an experience I've recently gone through. You are probably the only person I know that can fully appreciate my situation.

Like you, I have recently had a break up, not with my fiancée, but rather girlfriend. She and I had been going out for ten years when it occurred. The reason we split wasn't due to one of us cheating, but rather wanting different things out of life. I've told you that I am a small town boy and though I want to travel, living in my small town, the one you don't know the name of yet ;) is my life. My girlfriend had other ideas. She decided she wanted more excitement in her life, so about a week ago, she surprised me at work by announcing she'd taken a job in a big city and was leaving. In one flash, the woman I'd stayed faithful to for the past ten years had walked out of my life for good.

I can't lie to you and tell you I was completely crushed, the truth is, I'd decided that we'd grown too far apart in the last few years, which is probably the reason we never married. In a way I was relieved she left me, but it's still a tough thing to go through.

Even though the break up with my girlfriend was under very different circumstances than yours with JL, I can't help but wonder if maybe some of the things we are feeling are similar. I keep asking myself what did I do to cause this to happen? Maybe if I'd done something differently she wouldn't have left. There is a sense of guilt I can't begin to describe, guilt over it being my fault that the relationship didn't work. Guilt that I let my mother down, since she was one of our biggest fans.

In my head, I know it wasn't my fault. But my heart, that's an entirely different story. I keep wondering what I did to drive her away. Not only that, but now I have no clue what's going to happen next. And now I'm just supposed to start the singles thing all over again? I suppose some men might find it preferable, but I was hoping to settle down and have a family, not start all over again. I don't know if any of this makes sense to you, but these are some of the things that have been going through my head.

It's a funny thing, we almost got married shortly after I got out of high school. I don't even want to think what that would have meant had we split now. I am a believer in marriage for life, which doesn't seem to be a popular notion these days, but it's who I am. I guess I've probably known all along that she wasn't the right woman for me and just didn't want to admit it. Everyone kept telling us we were perfect for each other, you know?

I don't know what I can say to you to make you feel any better about what that snake did to you, the only thing I can do is be there for you if you need someone to lean on, someone to listen to you. Also, I hope you realize that not all men are like that. No matter how bad things were between my ex-girlfriend and me, I never would have considered hurting her in any way, never mind something as deplorable as what your JL did. There are good guys in the world KC. Remember that.

Sheridan sighed happily when she finished reading Pezz's letter. “How thoughtful can one man be?” She said to herself. She clicked on the reply button and sent him a quick note letting him know she was alive and well. At that moment, KC decided it was time to return to Paris. Once back there she could decide what she now wanted to do with her life. She printed out Pezz's email so she could re read it before going to bed. Somehow reading his words had a calming effect on her that nothing or no other person could ever have.

Luis had a nice dinner alone with his mother. Miguel was at the Bennett's house, which was no surprise, he'd spent most of his youth there with his best friend Kay. Theresa was at her new job, which from what his mother said was a great opportunity for her, giving her access to learn much about the fashion business.

For some reason, Luis felt better than he had in a week when he headed for bed this night. Maybe it was he felt good about winning the computer, or maybe it was knowing that Jay would be coming for a visit soon. He couldn't quite put his finger on it, he just knew he was more relaxed than he'd been recently. Thoughts of KC crossed his mind, but they weren't the doom and gloom thoughts he'd been having earlier in the day. Somehow he knew she was ok, but had no idea how he knew.

He settled in to write his note to Jay when he noticed the flag on his mailbox was up. He couldn't imagine who had sent him mail so quickly, unless of course it was junk mail and that was always a possibility. Luis clicked on the icon and his heart about caught in his throat when he saw the name KCGirl in his inbox.

I am truly sorry that I have caused you to worry so. I never meant for this to happen. I was feeling so low after I found out that JL had played me for a fool, I needed to get out of here and fast. So I went to the one place in the world I knew I'd be welcomed, the place where I might be able to relax enough to think about what had happened to me and what my future held, Marbella.

I am staying at my friend's house right now. I told you about the family here that has been so kind to me. My first few days here I hardly said anything to anyone, I just moped around feeling sorry for myself. Today was really the first day I got out and I decided to end my day with a walk along the beach. The sun began setting and I decided to sit down and enjoy it. I just sat there and watched the wondrous golden light disappear over the horizon and for some inexplicable reason, the only thoughts I had at that moment were of you. I remembered the post I wrote and your response to me leading to our dozens of emails discussing the peace and tranquility of life in the villas of Spain.

Pezz, I have much to tell you and even more to thank you for, but I am using my host's computer right now. I just wanted to let you know I am very much alive and well and will be returning to Paris in the morning, at least until I decide what I want to do with my life. Now that JL is out of the picture there's nothing holding me here. For now please know that I was overwhelmed by your emails (I read all 13) and touched beyond words that you shared with me your own story of your relationship with your ex-girlfriend. It means more to me than I can tell you and has brought me a sense of comfort. I'll write more when I return to Paris.

Luis felt like a new man when he finishes reading her message. He was so wound up now he wasn't sure he'd be able to sleep. He quickly emailed KC's two friends and then decided to email Jay. Boy did he have a lot to tell her!

Boy, do I feel like a different person tonight. You'll never believe all that has happened! Let me start by telling you that I am thrilled you are coming to Harmony. I can't wait to get the chance to whip your butt at basketball! I didn't realize how much I missed our games of one on one until I heard you were coming for a visit. Mama wants you to come to dinner as well.

Aren't you the least bit curious why or how I am writing to you at this hour? Aren't I supposed to be at home or sleeping? Well Jay, you'll never believe this one. I won a computer! I bought some raffle tickets Mama was selling for the church and won the grand prize. She had them set it up in my room waiting for me when I got home this afternoon. I don't have to work tonight either. Kenny's mother in law has gotten the best of him and he's back tonight. I'm sure glad I don't have that problem with in laws. Cripes, the way he talks you'd think he was married to a Crane! You'll never catch me in a situation like that.

Believe it or not I actually took some of your advice. I took a chance and emailed KC with some of what I've been feeling since Beth left and even before. You were right, I found myself telling her things I've barely admitted to myself never mind told anyone. All I know is I just heard from her and you'll never believe where she is? Spain. She needed to get away after her break up with JL and she went to visit some friends there.

I'd love to write some more, my mind is spinning right now and I'm not quite sure why. In any event, I've been up nearly 24 hours now and I think I need some rest. Sam offered me the day off tomorrow. I told him no before I left work, but I might just take him up on it now. Hey, for one thing I need to make sure things at the Youth Center are up to snuff. I haven't been there in a few weeks with work and everything.

Sheridan re read her letter from Pezz while she lay in bed listening to the waves crash against the shore outside her bedroom. A sweet smile adorned her face as she devoured each word. Though she still felt the hurt Jean Luc had brought to her, somehow tonight she managed to bury it deep within. Enough so, that he was not the main focus of her attention. Her new main focus seemed to be her internet friend Pezz and the new connection she felt with him tonight. She always knew there was something about him that was... different. Since the first email she'd received from him, she felt drawn to him and now she couldn't explain the closeness she felt to someone she'd never met.

“Did you really think I loved you Sheridan?” Jean Luc laughed evilly as he held his wife Renée tightly around the waist. “I was just using you Sheridan” he said coldly. “I could never love you. No one could ever love you.”

Sheridan tossed in her sleep, trying to escape the nightmares that beleaguered her. She couldn't get the images of Jean Luc and a very pregnant wife laughing contemptuously and pointing at her as they did. She saw herself huddled in a ball on the floor crying, much as a child who'd been punished.

“Don't worry, I'm here now” she heard the deep male voice call out from the darkness. Sheridan saw herself suddenly look up from her position on the floor. She could still see Jean Luc and Renée and she could still hear their cold laughter, but it seemed to be fading.

“He can't hurt you anymore” the familiar voice told her. “I'll make sure he will never hurt you again.” Sheridan saw the figure emerge from the clouded darkness. It was the man from her dreams, the faceless man in the black hat and trenchcoat had come to rescue her.

“You know me. I'm here to help you.” The faceless man slowly approached her and held his hand out for Sheridan to take. Sheridan held out her hand and placed it into the hands of the stranger who made her feel so safe, allowing him to help her up. As in her previous dream, Sheridan felt a surge of electricity flow through every fiber of her being. It was a feeling unlike anything she had ever known.

Sheridan sat bolt upright in bed, drenched in sweat. Sunlight streamed in through her window as she glanced around the room looking for any sign of the tall dark stranger. Why do I keep dreaming of this man?” She asked herself as she tried to catch her breath. “And did he just call me KC? Why would he call me KC?” Sheridan glanced down to her hand. In it still was clenched the email from Pezz she'd printed up the night before.

Luis reached out through his computer screen and felt himself grab her arm. He almost jumped back when he thought he'd been shocked by the computer, but he didn't. Instead of pulling away from it, the surge seemed to stimulate him and he reached in further. Both arms now completely inside the computer screen, Pezz pulled her towards him. Closer and closer she was coming towards him. More and more intense was the energy that filled him.

“Luis, when you are ready to tell me who Casey is, I know you will, but please, if something is bothering you do not keep it bottled up inside of you. It's not good for you. You know I'll be here if you need to talk.”

“I will Mama” Luis answered. “Goodnight.” Pilar quietly closed the door to her son's room. Luis clasped his hands behind his head, now fully awake. He needed to know why he kept dreaming about KC and what it all meant.

Sheridan returned to her flat in Paris. She'd been feeling pretty good until she saw the dozens of roses sitting in front of her door. She knew exactly who they were from and wanted no part of them. Walking right past them on her way through the door, she quickly picked up the telephone and asked the manager if someone could come pick them up. She didn't care what they did with them, donating them to a local hospital of convalescent home would be her suggestion, but all she wanted was them off her doorstep. Sheridan walked aimlessly around her living room, still unsure what she wanted to do with her life. Paris had been her home since she was a young girl, but she was restless for a change.

She wandered into her kitchen and poured herself a tall glass of ice-cold water. Her mind drifted back to the dream she'd had last night and the fact that she thought she heard the tall dark stranger call her KC. She then remembered the email she'd received from Pezz and her lips curved upward into a smile. She returned to the living room and retrieved a folded piece of paper from her purse, which she'd tossed on the couch.. She opened the paper and once again read the words that Pezz had written, that touched her heart in a way she still couldn't understand.

I am so happy to hear you are well. I was never so relieved in my life as I was to get your email last night. I'm glad that some part of my ramblings made sense to you. I've been trying to figure out my own feelings for awhile now and making the decision to share my own experience with you helped me as well. I've never been one who is easily able to express what I'm feeling, but I had a goal in mind. I'm just glad you're feeling better about things.

I'm looking forward to you returning to Paris. I assume this means we can continue our little game? :) I hope so. Just say the word and I'll send the next clue out post haste. I never expected you to get the last clue so quickly, so maybe I should make this one harder. After all, New England isn't exactly a big area as you well know.

You mentioned in your note last night that you might not stay in Paris? Is that right? Have you given any thought to where you might go? I know how fond you are of small town life, so if you're serious about making a change, why not go home? I know they say you can't go home again and all that, but if you haven't been home in awhile, you might just find that you like it.

I guess I'm just partial to living in a small town, but I wouldn't have even suggest it if we hadn't talked about how much you liked the idea of small town life. Think about it. Maybe you can tell yourself you're just going on vacation. If you don't like it you can always return to Paris. If you do go, just for a vacation I mean, I hope you have a laptop! I'd hate the idea of not emailing you for any length of time.

“Luis!” Buzzy greeted with a genuine smile. He was a handsome man, tall, dark eyes and olive complexion. His face was tanned from many hours worked in the summer sun. Buzzy also worked as a gardener when he wasn't helping out at the Youth Center. “God, I'm glad you stopped by today.”

“What's up Man?” Luis grinned as he shook the hand of the man who helped him out of more binds than he could count at the Youth Center. Luis didn't know what he'd do without Buzzy, especially since his job was unpredictable. Whenever Luis wasn't able to work, Buzzy was there to fill in the gap. Buzzy had been friends with Luis since high school. He was a bit older than Luis, a very hard working and generous man who would do anything for the kids of the Center. Buzzy grew up in a very poor home, without a father and didn't know where he'd be today if it hadn't been for the Youth Center. Even today, 20 years later, Buzzy felt a strong connection to it and spent most of his free time there. His help was invaluable to Luis and it worked well for Buzzy as well. His wife died several years earlier, which left him as a single father. Having a second job at the Youth center, allowed him to spend extra time with his son Todd as well as having a place for Todd to go after school where Buzzy knew Todd would be safe from the elements of society that could destroy a teen's life.

“Hank?” Luis asked in surprise. “He just went with her to help her get settled in, that's all. Besides, it happened for the best. Things hadn't been good between Beth and me for along time now. I'm over it, believe me. I'm more upset over losing her as a volunteer than losing her as a girlfriend if the truth be known.”

“Trust me my friend, one of these days you will meet the right woman and when you do, you'll remember this conversation. You'll feel things you never knew existed. I found it only once my friend with Margie” Buzzy said with a wistful smile. “We had that once in a lifetime love and I will cherish it always.”

“Don't remind me,” Luis groaned. “That's been on my mind all summer. I think I can get my mother and Grace Bennett to help out in the afternoon for a week or so” Luis said thoughtfully. Maybe by then we'll be able to find a replacement.”

Luis returned home after spending the day at the Youth Center. It was his mother's night to work late at the Cranes, something which Luis detested, nevertheless, he was on his own for dinner. He wasn't very hungry as he'd gone out for a late lunch with Buzzy and was anxious to see if he'd heard from KC. He'd spent his spare time during the day thinking about her and couldn't wait to get home. The dream he'd had from the night before was still haunting him. He couldn't help but wonder what it meant and of course the obvious never occurred to him.

Luis took the steps to the second floor three at a time in an effort to reach the computer faster. He still had no idea what was really going on with him and KC nor would he admit to himself that in his effort to persuade her to move back to her hometown, he might just get the chance to meet her. Somewhere in his brain he knew Paris was a long way away, but a neighboring New England state was just a few hours.

Finally reaching the computer he quickly checked his mail and a slight wave of excitement hit him when he saw he had mail from her. There were other emails there as well, but for now, only one stood out. The one from the screen name KCGirl.

I am back in Paris after an uneventful flight. You'd never believe what greeted me when I arrived at my flat? There were several dozen roses at the door. They were all from that SOB who I refuse to even mention, so I just called the manager and asked him to have someone pick them up and dispose of them someway. I'm not totally heartless, I suggested they bring them to a local hospital or something so someone could get enjoyment out of them, just so long as it's not me.

Please don't ever feel you've written too much or you're rambling. I never tire of reading your emails and what you sent to me the other night was far from a rambling. Much of what you said to me was exactly how I was feeling. In part I blamed myself for causing him to marry someone else. If I had been better at certain things or paid more attention to him or not complained so much maybe things would be different. I know in my head that he is the one at fault. I know he is the one that married another woman and then asked me to marry him afterwards, but it still doesn't stop me from thinking that maybe I could have prevented this if I were a better person.

By the way, I am sorry that things didn't work out with your girlfriend. I can't imagine how painful it must be to be with the same person for that amount of time, only to have it end. My ex fiancé and I were only together for 6 months and it was devastating enough. Ten years? That's almost a lifetime. How is it that you can be so caring and so considerate of what I'm going through right now, when it seems you are going through a similar ordeal? You are a truly special person indeed and if you ask me your girlfriend is a fool.

You're wondering what my plans are for the future? Well, I've been wondering the same thing myself. I must tell you, your idea of my moving back to the small town I came from does have a great deal of appeal. You know I love small towns and at least in that one I have family, well my nephew anyway. The rest of my family and I are anything but close. It might be worth a try. I've seen enough of Paris to last me a lifetime. Actually, Paris is a wonderful city but I think it's time for a change.

Any time you want to start sending those clues start sending them. If I'm going to figure out which sleepy little New England town you are from you'd better start sending those clues again. After all, how am I supposed to surprise you with a visit if I don't know where you live? (Don't worry, I never show up anywhere uninvited!)

Take care of yourself Pezz and thank you so much for everything. I'd probably still be feeling sorry for myself if not for your kind and thoughtful words. It's been less than a week and I am already beginning to believe that everything happens for a reason. I know now that JL wasn't the right man for me and I have my whole life ahead of me. In a way, it's kind of exciting to be starting over like this. It's been so long since I've made such a major change in my life and I have you to thank for helping me through all of this.

Luis grinned as he read the letter. “A surprise visit huh? Now that would be something” he muttered to himself as he skimmed the letter again. “I wonder” he said as he pulled his buddy list to the front. “Now why didn't I think of this before? Because you were using the computer at work Luis, that's why.” Luis typed the name KCGirl into his buddy list and clicked save. A second later the name appeared in the window indicating that she was indeed online.

Luis felt a lump develop in his throat. He debated for all of about a nanosecond whether or not to do it, but the temptation was too great. He highlighted KC's name and clicked it on causing a small box to appear. He typed “Is this soon enough to write?” in the little box and then clicked send before he had a chance to think about what he'd done.

KCGirl: Don't you remember telling me all about small town life? I saved those emails and printed them up. I've thought about how wonderful it would be to live that kind of life. Until this happened with JL I thought I'd never have a chance. I guess I should be thanking JL for this, but I'd much rather thank you.

Sheridan blushed at his response. She'd never believed that typed words could make her blush. Suddenly KC wondered what he looked like? She could almost see a pair of dark eyes gazing hard right into her own. She wondered what made her think Pezz had dark eyes? She shrugged it off but in the back of her mind she made a note to ask him sometime what color eyes he had. Just out of curiosity, of course.

Sheridan couldn't help but smile. She couldn't remember the last time she'd had so much fun. Talking with Pezz like this was best medicine for a broken heart. She could spend thousands of dollars on therapy like many women she knew did after a break up as well as take dozens of prescription drugs on a daily basis and never come close to the feeling of closure she'd received from just a few emails from someone she'd never met.

“Ha ha! I knew it! I knew it!” Luis practically yelled in his excitement. Pilar walked by Luis' room and stopped when she heard him yell. She stood at the door and watched with amusement for a moment, happy that Luis was finding his new computer enjoyable.

“You couldn't fool me KCGirl” he laughed as he typed away. Pilar raised her eyebrows at mention of Casey. Now she knew who Casey was, but was more curious than ever what was going on with her son. Not wanting to be seen, Pilar quietly left Luis to his new toy.

The conversation between Luis and Sheridan continued for hours with the same friendly bantering. Neither one even realized how late it was getting until Sheridan happened to look outside and saw the sun was peering through the window.

Luis and Sheridan both shut down their IM's and sat back with a huge smile on their faces. Neither knew what was going on, but they both now knew it was something. It was something they both definitely wanted to become more.

Luis arrived early at the station in a very good mood. He walked over to the coffee pot and poured himself a fresh cup of coffee. He didn't notice that he was humming to himself but everyone else did, including Sam. The other officers just looked at each other in disbelief, none had ever seen Luis this chipper at this hour of the morning.

With coffee in hand, Luis walked over to his desk and checked his email. He knew he had a note from Jay last night, but after his marathon IM session with KC, he was too distracted to think about anything else, even if it was a letter from his old friend. To his surprise he found a message from KC, which brought an even more brilliant smile to his already exuberant face.

This note'll be quick. I am swamped here trying to get all my cases and paperwork up to date at the station, as well as all the stuff in my personal life readied, so that I can come to Harmony when mom gives the word.

I am starting to worry that you are channeling the personalities of the 7 dwarfs. First you are Sleepy, then Grumpy and now Happy. What's next? Dopey? On second thought, never mind, no one would ever believe you as Bashful.

You took my advice! It's about time - LOL. Now I have more advice for you - stop floating on air or you'll leave foot prints on the ceiling. And that exceptionally happy mood that you are in wouldn't have anything to do with you hearing from KC, now would it? She's in Spain? Well that explains your sudden use of a Spanish closing in your email to me. Seriously, I am glad to hear that she is all right.

Luis just shook his head and laughed reading Jay's letter. No one else would dare say the things to him she did... not and get away with it that is. He knew she knew he'd get her one day for some of her remarks. That's what made their relationship so much fun. He emailed her quickly as it was almost time for him to go out on patrol.

I really hate to ruin your day, but my ceiling is covered with foot prints this morning and there's not a damned thing anyone can do to make me remove them! I thought you'd be happy your old partner was in a good mood for a change, and yes, I'll admit it. KC has something to do with it.

I'll tell you this now to get it over with, because I know you'll have something to say about it, but guess what? KC is moving to the States next week! And the best part is, she IS from New England. I'm not sure what part, but I'm working on it. We're now having a contest to see who can figure out where the other one is from first. The loser has to take the winner out to dinner. I can't wait till she loses and has to come to Harmony. Hell, I don't care if she wins.

Jay, I'll tell you something. I've never talked to anyone like her before. We Im'd each other for over six hours last night and never missed a beat. Neither one of us realized how much time had passed until KC saw the sun coming up.

Knowing Pezz would be thinking of her was enough to cause her to leave her flat, practically floating on air. She couldn't believe the turn of events in her life in the last week. If anyone had told her this would have happened to her she would have told them they were crazy.

The last week of July absolutely flew by. Luis spent his days at the station, ending his working day by stopping at the Youth Center for a few hours. He then went home, ate dinner and immediately rushed to his room, to his computer. Since his long IM session with KC the week before, the two of them had set aside time each night to spend with each other. Each day they emailed each other while Luis was at work and Sheridan packed. Once evening hit in Harmony, the two would get on IM until it was dawn in Paris, the rising sun their clock. Neither ever seemed to want to end their chats, which covered any and every topic imaginable.

It was now the eve of Sheridan's final departure from Paris. They hadn't been able to send emails during the day, as Sheridan needed to box up her computer and ready it for shipment to the States. She did however purchase a laptop for the interim that afternoon. The thought of not being able to talk to Pezz for even a few days was almost more than she could bear at this point. Something was happening between the two of them, something wonderful. Neither one of them had yet to speak of it, but they both knew it was there. They each freely admitted to the other how much they enjoyed spending time together chatting and there was hardly a mention anymore of Pezz's ex girlfriend or KC's ex fiancé.

Luis stopped at the Youth Center only briefly this afternoon, as he wanted to spend as much time as possible chatting with KC before she had to go to bed. She had an early flight the next morning, which meant she couldn't stay up till her usual six am.

Fruition of their little game hadn't quite paid off yet either. Both had agreed that until one of them guessed the town the other was from, neither would give out personal information such as names, nor would they send pictures. Truth be told, they enjoyed trying to figure out everything about the other without the information being dumped in their laps. It made for interesting conversations and genuine laughs.

Where have you been? I've hardly heard from you since you returned to Paris. I'm glad to hear you're getting away from all the memories in that city. A change will do you good. I know it helped me after I broke up with my ex. A new start in a new city. How long has it been since you've been home anyway and when are you leaving?

Nice thing about the computer is I don't have to tell you I miss you! LOL. You will be online in the states, right? Hey, you never told me what the deal is with PezzMan? And don't tell me nothing! He was like a maniac the week you disappeared and who was the first person you contacted? Was it your best cyber pal Godis? Nooooo! It was candy man himself! LOL

Sorry I haven't been around much, but I've been pretty busy. I'm leaving Paris first thing in the morning and I've been packing all week. I'm glad too we don't have to say good bye. I'm taking my computer with me and my nephew Ethan promised to have my cottage internet ready by the time I get home.

I told you who Pezz was. He's just a guy who responded to one of my posts on the travel board. We've found out that we both have a lot in common and have become pretty good friends. As a matter of fact, we'll probably meet at some point after I get settled in Harmony. I'm not sure exactly where he lives yet, but it's somewhere in Northern New England, so it can't be too far from me. What are the chances huh?

Sheridan responded to a few other emails, BabyShuis and Ethan the main ones. As she was finishing her note to Ethan she heard a door opening and when she checked her buddy list a huge smile appeared on her face. She quickly finished her note to Ethan and sent it just as she saw an IM screen appear.

“He's too good to be true” Sheridan grinned. She closed her eyes and tried to conjure up a vision of her this mystery man saying these things to her. For some reason every time she tried to picture PezzMan, all she could picture was the tall dark stranger from her dreams. In her dreams he never showed his face, but when she brought the image to her mind, she imagined he had the most intensely beautiful brown eyes she'd ever seen.

PezzMan: I was afraid of that, but I think we'll be ok. My second job will be heating up this month anyway. We're gearing up for an end of summer bash. I've lost help recently and I should be spending more time there anyway.

Sheridan spent the entire next day traveling whether by air or by car. Ethan picked her up at JFK in New York and the two of them took a nice leisurely drive back to Maine, getting reacquainted along the way. Sheridan could easily have flown into Boston or caught a connecting flight to Harmony, but Ethan has been visiting his girlfriend Gwen in New York anyway.

Gwen spent a good deal of time in New York on Hotchkiss family business. Ethan enjoyed the drive, so he most often chose this route to flight. Sheridan was more than happy to spend some time with her nephew. Taking a scenic drive of New England would certainly beat another flight.

As much as Sheridan loved the view, she was already regretting her decision. The whole flight, she kept thinking about Pezz. She promised she'd contact him as soon as she got home, but with the added time on her trip, she wasn't sure when that would be. By the time Sheridan arrived in Harmony, greeted her family and dropped her luggage off at the cottage, she was exhausted. She fell asleep within minutes and never heard a thing until the next morning.

Sheridan was awakened that next morning by her nephew, who surprised her with breakfast. He stayed long enough to make sure she didn't need anything and then left for work at Crane Industries. Sheridan sighed in contentment as she returned to the couch in the living room of her cozy little cottage. It felt so good to be back in Harmony. She planned to spend the day exploring this small town she'd missed so much while living in Europe.

Before she did anything however, she had something she'd been wanting to do since the minute she touched down in New York, email Pezz. Happily she typed her note describing how pleased she was to be home. Before she had a chance to finish it, there was a knock on the door. She ended her note before she'd intended and answered the knock only to find Pilar, the Crane family housekeeper standing there with a welcoming smile.

“Pilar!” Sheridan remarked with delight. “Oh Pilar, it's so good to see you!” Sheridan threw her arms around the only person she really missed besides Ethan. She immediately invited Pilar to come in and offered her a cup of coffee. Pilar accepted and the two women sat down to catch up on each others lives.

“I do hope things work out here and you choose to stay. It was always a pleasure to have your beautiful smiling face around here.” Pilar always cherished her relationship with Sheridan more than that of the rest of the Cranes. She and Ethan were the two people who she could honestly say were nothing like the rest of the family.

“I think I'm going to get to know my hometown again. Some things look familiar, but others are so different.” Sheridan shook her head in wonderment as she remembered her ride through town with Ethan. She felt as if she were in a dream. Things familiar, yet things she'd never seen. It was an eerie feeling.

“I'm sure they do Pilar. In fact, I'm counting on it.” She thought of Pezz and how much he treasured life in a small town. A place where people you pass in the street call you by name. that's what Sheridan wanted and she didn't want it because of her last name.

“Do you have any plans, long term? Is there anything you'd like to do while you are here?” Pilar asked. She was very much afraid Sheridan would leave for Europe again and thought if she helped get her involved in some volunteer work, she might stay. Ivy is very much involved in all the activities at the Country Club and I'm sure she'd be more than happy to find...”

“Please Pilar, no” Sheridan groaned. “The last thing I want to do is spend my time with a bunch of arrogant pompous snooty women whose biggest problem is what decorator to get to redo the guest room for the bazillioneth time.”

“I understand Sheridan” Pilar smiled knowingly. She knew Sheridan had never really enjoyed the lifestyle her family chose to live. She'd attend the events when she had to, but she much preferred a simpler life, which was why she chose to live in the cottage rather than the mansion.

“I'd much rather volunteer my time helping children who need it” Sheridan said adamantly. “Children whose parents are doing the best they can, but life isn't always easy. Children who might need a little extra TLC due to a tragic loss of a parent or a child who needs some extra guidance. There is so much potential wasted in this world and I'd love to help a child like that become someone someday. I'd like to help them build self esteem, self worth.”

“That sounds like a wonderful idea Sheridan” Pilar said staring at Sheridan thoughtfully. “If you're serious about that, I might just know the perfect job for you. Have you ever heard of the Harmony Youth Center?”

The Youth Center exists for those very children you want to help.. It's a place for the youth of Harmony to go and stay off the streets. It offer sports, arts and crafts, counseling and other activities to help these kids learn how to become productive members of society. For some it helps build confidence and self worth. For others it helps fill a void left by an absent parent.. Most of the parents of these children are struggling to make ends meet and knowing their children are at the Youth Center is a major relief to them.”

“I also happen to know they are in desperate need of volunteers. One of the volunteers just moved to New York and she hasn't been replaced. There is always a problem with money, so all of its employees are volunteers. The director would rather spend what little funding he gets on equipment and supplies for the kids. Parents of the children often offer up their day off to help out. Grace Bennett and I have been filling in when we can, but I'm afraid it's not enough” Pilar admitted.

“Ok buddy.” Luis left Sam's office and went back to his desk. He hadn't heard from KC and hoped he'd at least have a quick email letting him know she'd arrived safely. When he logged on to the computer, a grin spread across his face.

Well, I finally made it home and I feel like a new person. My nephew picked me up at JFK and we had a nice drive home. It was wonderful to wake up this morning and smell the fresh cool air of this wonderful small town. As soon as I get dressed, I'm going exploring. It's been a long time since I've been here and I need to get reacquainted with my home town. Hopefully I'll get a chance to meet some of those charming people you describe living in small towns.

Luis grinned. “I missed you too KC” he said in a low voice as he reread her note. “More than I ever imagined.” Still grinning like a fool he answered her note with a quick sentence. He then saw he had another email from Jay. He wasn't sure how long it had been there a since his main focus these days was checking to see if he had mail from KC.

This will surprise you, NOT! Mom thought she had told me when Grandma's surgery had been scheduled and I was waiting for her to tell me the date, figuring I'd have a week to get back East. But NO! Turns out Grandma already had surgery and mom is wondering why I'm not in Harmony yet. Sigh - make that BIG sigh.

I'm scrambling to get the earliest flight that I can. I don't know any details yet as it is all very last minute. We can talk basketball after I get to Harmony. Oh, and you can bring me up to speed on you and KC - I'm sure there is a lot to tell!

After her visit with Pilar, Sheridan set out to explore her new home of Harmony. She spent a wonderful morning and early afternoon walking up and down Main Street looking at all the quaint shops. She went in to several, talked with the shopkeepers and other patrons as if they were long lost friends. She introduced herself to these people only as Sheridan, not wanting to reveal the fact she was a Crane. It wasn't so much that she was ashamed to be a Crane, it was who she was, but she wanted to get to know these people first as a person. For once in her life she wanted to blend in with the rest of the town. She wanted people to remember she was Sheridan for who she was, not because her last name was Crane.

After lunch, she walked the pier and watched the fishermen as they unloaded their catch of the day. A smile crept on her face as she remembered Pezz giving her fishing boat as a clue to where he lived. “Like every New England town doesn't have fishing boats” she laughed. Everywhere she went that day she encountered a friendly face, a welcoming smile. Everything Pezz had told her about small town life was true. She wondered what she hadn't decided to return home years ago.

Sheridan had plans to meet Pilar at the Book Café at three o'clock. She glanced at her watch to check the time and saw it was only 2:30. Remembering a conversation she'd heard earlier about how the Harmony cops were radar crazy especially during tourist season, Sheridan decided it was better to leave early rather than chance getting a ticket for speeding. Five minutes after she got into her car and began driving to the Book Café, she knew she'd made a good decision. Sheridan smiled to herself when she saw the police car on the side of the road with it's radar aimed right at her car. She knew it would read exactly what the speed limit was and was quite pleased with herself. She knew she had a tendency to have a heavy foot.

Sheridan was so engrossed in the police car on the side of the road and patting herself on the back for not speeding, she didn't see the fallen board in the middle of the road. Before she knew it, she'd run over a bump in the road.

“What was that?“ She said glancing over her shoulder when she heard her tire hit the board. She drove for another minute waiting for something to happen. “I guess it was nothing” she shrugged with relief. Just as she said that she heard a thud her car began limping to a stop.

Frustrated, she climbed out of her midnight blue BMW and surveyed the damage. “Just my luck” she sighed in frustration. She grabbed the cell phone out of her purse and began to dial. She barely hit the send key, when it too failed her. “I can't believe I forgot to charge my phone!” She exclaimed in disbelief. “Now what?” She asked herself out loud. She contemplated her precarious situation for a moment and decided to do something she'd never done in her life. Change a tire.

Luis Lopez Fitzgerald finished his afternoon duty of radar patrol. Every summer the town of Harmony was filled with tourists from all over New England as well as teens on summer break. Speeders seemed to run rampant in the small town each summer and this time the new Police Chief Sam Bennett decided enough was enough. It hadn't taken long for word to spread to the residents of the small town that speeding would no longer be tolerated. Sam was pleased that at least the locals had slowed down a bit and the money received from the out of towners caught speeding would be used to provide traffic safety classes and drivers education for the young people in town.

As Luis eased his cruiser down the road he saw a car in the distance pulled off on the side. As he came closer he saw a very shapely blonde struggling with a tire, as she attempted to lift it from the trunk. He smiled to himself as he pulled over behind the damsel in distress. Luis picked up the mike to his two way radio and called in to the station.

“Good afternoon Miss” Luis called in a friendly voice. He couldn't help but to give her well-formed sleek body a once over. He felt his heart skip a beat as his eyes appreciated the view the pale pink linen sundress gave him. It hugged her curvaceous body in all the right places. He pulled his glasses off as he saw her head slowly turned to face him.

“Oh, hello Officer” Sheridan greeted with much relief in her voice. “Am I glad to see you.” The grin all but disappeared from her face when her eyes met with the most gorgeous smile she'd ever encountered. As her gaze shifted from his mouth to his eyes she felt a huge lump develop in her throat and her mouth went dry.

Luis fought the urge to allow his mouth to drop open as he stared into the bluest pair of eyes he'd ever seen. He heard himself gasp as her natural beauty completely mesmerized him. He fought hard to gather his wits about him and do what he came to do. “May I be of assistance?” He asked never breaking eye contact.

“Oh yeah” Sheridan thought and immediately chastised herself. Instead, she forced herself to look away for a moment. Looking back at the tire she was fighting with she laughed. “If you can change a tire you'd be a lifesaver.”

Luis approached the trunk of the car and held his strong arms out taking the tire from her delicate grip. The backside of his hand gently brushed her arm and she nearly jumped back. Luis looked up, once again catching her gaze, this time his brown eyes penetrated deep into hers. Both felt a surge of electricity sear through them when their bodies touched for that instant.

“I'll take that Sheridan” Luis said referring to the tire. He took a deep breath forcing himself to concentrate on the task at hand. “My name is Luis by the way” he said as he gathered the needed tools from her trunk to fix the flat.

Sheridan felt her cheeks grow hot. “Actually I live here. I should say I used to live here and just moved back yesterday.” Sheridan was finding it difficult to concentrate on anything except watching his muscles flex as he twirled the cross bar loosening the bolts of the tire.

Luis worked quickly. The conversation slowed as he magically jacked the car in the air and in what seemed like seconds had swapped the flat tire for a full sized spare. He let the car back down and twisted the cross bar in the opposite direction, tightening the bolts as much as he could. Luis gathered the flat tire, jack and tire iron and placed them into the trunk of Sheridan's car. “Well Sheridan” Luis said flashing her his brilliant grin. “You're good to go.”

Sheridan about melted as this perfect specimen of a man held his hand out to shake hers. She looked at his strong hand, remembering the shock she'd received earlier. As she was about to reach for it, Luis pulled it back. “I am so sorry Sheridan” he apologized. Here I am covered in grease wanting to shake your hand. That was very inconsiderate of me.”

His magnificent brown eyes had a sparkle in them, one that seemed to call out to her. Ever since she first gazed into those piercing eyes, she had the feeling she'd seen them before, that she knew him, but of course that was impossible.

Luis chuckled. He knew by the look on her face she was as attracted to him as he was her. He knew he would be making a point to “run into” Sheridan again and very soon. “Have a good day” he called as he watched the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen slip into the drivers seat of her blue car. He returned her wave as she eased her car back onto the road and it disappeared from sight. As he climbed back into his own vehicle, he couldn't shake the feeling that somehow he'd met her before. There was something very familiar about her... and those eyes. They were eyes he wouldn't mind losing himself in for eternity. Luis shook the thought from his head. His mind soon shifted gears from the new woman he'd just met to the woman he'd never met, KC.

“Why yes” Sheridan said looking at Pilar innocently. “In Paris if you get a flat most of the time the other drivers are cursing you for slowing down their commute. If the gendarmes help at all it's to call a tow truck for you to get the car out of the way.”

Sheridan blushed slightly. “Oh, nothing really” Sheridan remarked. “Just this man I talked to on the computer while I was in Paris told me how different small town life was. He said I'd love it. If what happened to me this afternoon is any indication I think he was right.”

Pilar couldn't get over how familiar the name sounded Sheridan had just mentioned, but she shrugged it off. She didn't know anyone in Paris other than Sheridan. She smiled at her computer reference though. “Are you another one of those internet junkies Sheridan?” Pilar asked in amusement. “My son recently got a computer and I can't seem to tear him away from it. Honestly I think he's spent the entire last week on the computer for the entire evening, chatting or whatever they call it.”

A huge grin spread across her face. “Probably the most handsome man on the force” she remarked without thinking. “He had the most incredible brown eyes I've ever seen. I know this will sound crazy, but I couldn't help thinking I knew him, that I'd seen those eyes somewhere before.”

Luis walked into the station when he was summoned by Cal and Marty. “Come on Luis, spill it, who was she?” Cal asked. Cal was another one of the few members of the Harmony PD that was unattached and always looking.

“Yes Luis, please tell Cal. He's talked about nothing but this for the last half hour” Marty Quinlan encouraged. Marty too was unattached, but not nearly as eager to meet every available woman in Harmony as Cal was.

“Yeah, no kidding. I'll probably be spending most of my spare time working on it” Luis admitted. “So, if you don't mind, I need to clean up so I can go meet my new volunteer. I don't want to scare off my mother's friend by looking like this” he remarked holding up his hands that were still black from changing Sheridan's tire earlier.

Luis walked down the block towards the Book Café wondering who it was his mother had talked into helping out at the Youth Center. He knew all of her friends and knew they were all too busy with their own lives to donate that much time. As he came closer he spotted his mother laughing. He smiled when he caught her gaze. He saw a woman sitting with her, but his view was obstructed by customers sitting at the table next to them. He quickened his stride, curiosity getting the better of him. When he was only a few feet from the table he finally saw who it was. Luis froze in place, feeling as if time was standing still. Sitting there laughing with his mother was the most beautiful golden haired woman he'd ever seen. Her head turned slowly when she heard Pilar announce the director was here only to find herself gazing into those eyes that had haunted her since earlier that afternoon. Those incredibly gorgeous brown eyes that seemed to penetrate to the depths of her soul.

“That was very kind of you to do mijo” Pilar remarked, still watching the pair closely. They'd hardly taken their eyes off one another. Pilar was pleasantly surprised that Luis and Sheridan had hit it off so well. She knew what a wonderful person Sheridan was, but didn't think her son would be this taken with a Crane without at least a little reassurance that she was nothing like her father or brother.

“Well Sheridan” Luis said as he pulled a chair up to join them. “Mama tells me you'd like to help out at the Youth Center?” As thrilled as he was at the prospect of having a full time volunteer, the idea that this gorgeous woman would be it excited him even more.

Luis and Sheridan chatted endlessly about ideas for the kids. The more they talked, the more excited Sheridan got about the prospect of working at the Youth Center. They discussed the big party that the Center would be throwing for the end of the summer and Sheridan thought it would be nice to have a Spanish theme. As attracted as she was to Luis, she still couldn't get thoughts of Pezz out of her head and the wonderful talks they'd had about Spain. She was thrilled when both Pilar and Luis agreed to the Spanish theme.

Pilar accompanied Luis and Sheridan to the Youth Center for a tour. Sheridan wanted to see everything and her mind was a whirlwind of possibilities as she watched the kids partaking in the different activities. Luis spotted his sister Theresa talking with her best friend Whitney from across the gym and waved. Theresa suddenly became very animated, tugging on her friend's shirt, begging her to follow. Whitney had no choice but to go with Theresa lest she lose her favorite blouse.

“I don't believe this! You're a damned Crane! What is this, some kind of sick joke? Did Julian send you here to see if you could make a fool out of me?” Luis was angry, very angry. He was angry at himself for allowing himself to be sucked in like this. He always knew the Cranes were evil, but with the exception of his father's disappearing all those years ago, they'd so far stayed out of his life. He'd always expected someday they'd try something. This must be it.

Sheridan couldn't believe what she was hearing nor could she believe the transformation that she saw take place right before her eyes. She wanted to say something, but for the moment the words escaped her. His words stung, his anger hurt her to the core.

“Mama, how could you?” Luis asked. He too was hurt. Hurt that his mother would suggest a Crane work at the Youth Center. “How could you ask a Crane to work here? You know better than anyone else what they're like. She's probably here as Julian's spy. It's one of the few pieces of property in Harmony the Cranes don't own. Julian probably wants it so he can close the only place in Harmony that tries to help the kids of low income families. What does a Crane care if one of these kids has to stay home alone every afternoon while their mother works her second job just to put food on the table?”

Sheridan stood there still in shock at this man's outrageous behavior. She was still hurt, but she herself was becoming angry. Angry that he was bashing her family, angry that she was being accused of conspiracy, but most of all, she was angry that he was judging her based on some past deeds he held her family responsible for. After all, she had nothing to do with Crane Industries, nor did she have much to do with the family for most of her life. Until yesterday she'd only been back to Harmony once since she was a small child.

Luis was on a roll and had no intention of stopping. “Look Miss High and Mighty Crane” Luis seethed, “We don't need your help around here. The Youth Center is a place for people to bring their kids, go to work and know they don't have to worry about their children being influenced by the wrong sort of people. It's a place where the youth of Harmony can get together and have a good time as well as hopefully learn something about themselves and how they can one day become self confident, self sufficient, productive members of society and I will NOT allow YOU or any other member of your family to take that away from them, do you hear me? What's the matter, isn't it enough that you people already own 90% of Harmony?” Luis stared at Sheridan with utter contempt. “No, I guess not. Well Miss Sheridan Crane, you can tell your brother for me that he's not getting his hands on the Youth Center. so why don't you go back to that hole you crawled out of.”

“Luis!” Pilar yelled, totally humiliated and shocked her son would act in this manner. She knew he wouldn't like the idea Sheridan was a Crane, but she thought since he seemed to like her so much he might have some tolerance.

Sheridan held her hand up signaling Pilar to stop. She then held Luis' stare, her eyes flashing anger. She hoped the anger was hiding the hurt, because right now she was more hurt than she'd been in a very long time. “Just who do you think you are?” Sheridan asked Luis in a low voice. “Who died and gave you the right to judge every person you come into contact with?” Sheridan's voice was becoming louder by the second. “You don't know me, you know nothing about me and I resent the fact that you're accusing me of trying to sabotage this Center for the Cranes. Look, not that it's any of your business, but all I wanted to do was spend some time with the children. I wanted to help make a difference in some child's life. I don't know what beef you have with my brother Julian, but don't you dare ever take it out on me again. Do I make myself clear?”

“Oh, don't you worry sister” Luis said in a calm condescending voice. “All you have to do is stay on your side of the tracks and I'll never accuse you of anything again, because I'll never have to lay eyes on you again.” Luis smiled evilly, “Just don't get caught doing anything illegal, because if you do, I'm gonna catch ya. And don't forget to tell your brother that for me too. Hell, you can tell your whole family that.”

Sheridan walked almost out of the Youth Center when she felt the first tear fall down her face. Try as she might, she couldn't stop them from coming. In all her 26 years, no one had ever spoken like that to her. Usually people were in awe of the Crane name. Most resented their money and power but no one ever showed it in this manner. All she wanted to do at this moment was pack her things and head right back to Paris. Once outside, Sheridan stopped on the steps and inhaled a welcomed breath of fresh air. “Oh Pezz, you were wrong, so wrong. Why couldn't I have lived in the same town as you? Why couldn't it have been you who changed my tire today?” She said wistfully.

Pilar stared at her son in complete disbelief. The kids had scattered long ago leaving Pilar and Luis alone in the gym. There was one person who was brave enough to approach Luis at this point, yet so far she'd gone unnoticed. as she stood in the doorway listening.

“Luis Lopez Fitzgerald! No te puedo creer! Yo nunca críe a mi hijo comportarse de mañera tan atroz. Tu comportamiento no tiene escusa!” Pilar only reverted to her native tongue when she was extremely upset. Somehow though, this time it didn't phase Luis in the least.

“Luis, Sheridan has even less in common with her family than I do. She's spent almost her entire life in Europe at boarding schools away from the influence of her family. She takes after her mother, God rest her soul who had one of the kindest hearts I've ever known.”

“Yes Luis” Pilar answered. “That's one of the reasons Sheridan was sent off to school. She never got over her mothers death. They were too close, too much alike. After her mother died mijo, I treated Sheridan as one of my own. She is a very special young woman.”

The young woman had moved from the doorway and quietly walked up behind Luis. “Luis, if you'd quit yelling long enough to listen to your mother, you'd see that all she is saying is that you should cut her some slack” she said with an amused grin on her face.

“Thank you Jay” Pilar said, pleased she had some help. “I've been trying to tell Luis what a wonderful person Sheridan is. He knows it in his heart as well. He and Sheridan were getting along very well until he heard her last name was Crane.”

Jay stared at her friend. She wasn't letting him out of this one, no way. “Get off it pal” Jay scolded. “You are making a snap judgment about a woman you know nothing about, based solely on who her family is instead of judging her as her own person.”

“Ahh, the truth comes out. Luis calm down. Stop shouting and use that fabulous brain of yours for a minute. Do you honestly believe that Sheridan Crane had anything to do with your father's disappearance? She was what, ten or twelve when your father disappeared? We won't even mention the fact that she's been out of the country for at least that many years. What is it you think she did...”

Luis just stared at Jay, not knowing what to say. “That's what I figured” Jay remarked. “Now since I love you so much and since I'm already looking for a good excuse to get out of the house, I'll tell you what I'm going to do, just for you, querido” Jay said with a slight twinkle in her eye, “I'll help out here in the mornings and keep an eye on Ms. Crane for you. That way you can give that suspicious little brain of yours a rest while you're at the station. Besides, if she's here during the day and you come after work, you won't have to spend much time together.”

The look on Luis' face right now was anything but happy. He knew they were right which made him feel almost as bad as the thought of a Crane working at the Youth Center. “Well, I suppose if Jay's willing to watch her...”

Luis, Jay and Pilar opened the door to the Youth Center, hoping to still see Sheridan's car. What they saw instead almost caused Luis to blow a gasket, but Pilar and Jay restrained him. Sheridan was sitting Indian style on the ground with Tammy, a six-year-old girl who hadn't spoken to anyone in a year. He mother had died at that time and Tammy hadn't uttered a word since.

Sheridan was playing jacks with her and though Tammy wasn't talking with her, she was smiling and interacting with Sheridan more than she had anyone in a long time. Sheridan saw the group watching her and decided it was time to finish her game with Tammy.

Tammy nodded as she gathered up her toys. She turned to walk away, but changed her mind and threw her arms around Sheridan giving her a great big hug. Sheridan felt a huge tug at her heart as she watched the little girl run off to find her friends.

“Look Sheridan” Luis said fighting with himself to get every word out. “I'm sorry for attacking you earlier. You're right, I don't know you. If you'd still like to work here the job is yours and if you don't I completely understand.”

“It sounds to me like you want me to turn it down” Sheridan challenged. Luis was about to say something, but he could feel the ice cold stares he was receiving from both his mother and Jay and decided it was in the best interest of his health not to.

“I'll show Sheridan the ropes Luis” Jay called after him. “No trouble really!” Luis waved his hand, not even looking at Sheridan or Jay. He and his mother left the Youth Center parking lot while Sheridan and Jay looked on.

Sheridan and Jay made plans to meet early for breakfast at the Book Café before Sheridan's first day at the Youth Center. As pleasant as Jay was to Sheridan, she was still reeling from the hurtful remarks Luis made to her. She was really wondering if coming home was such a good idea. An hour ago no one could have said anything to her to make her think she'd made a wrong choice, but in an instant everything had changed.

Somehow right now there was only one person Sheridan wanted to talk to and that person was Pezz. When she emailed him or chatted with him, she felt a sense peace and harmony. He made her feel as though she were special. Special in a way no one had ever made her feel.

Walking into her cottage, she had only one thing on her mind. She dropped her purse on the couch and walked over to her computer to compose an email to Pezz. She was a little early for their “date” if they even had one. After all, she hadn't been home all day to see if he'd responded to her invitation. Checking her mail, she smiled when she saw one from Pezz.

Sheridan sighed as she began typing an email to Pezz. She knew it would be less than an hour when he came online, but she felt the need to write to him. Somehow it made her feel closer to him. “Maybe I should send him an easy clue?” She said as she typed her email. “Then we can meet and it might make living here bearable.”

Luis listened to his mother the entire way home talk about how wonderful a person Sheridan is and how disappointed in his behavior she had been. Luis knew his mother was right of course. He'd lost his cool when he heard the name Crane, but sometimes he couldn't help himself. He hated that family and regardless of how “nice” Sheridan was, it was going to be difficult for him to overcome his prejudices.

As he climbed out of his jeep, he noticed the sky which had been cloudless all day, had suddenly become dark. 'How fitting' he thought. It fit his mood perfectly. The faint sound of thunder could be heard in the distance and he knew it was going to rain any minute.

Without another word, Luis disappeared through the swinging door to the living room and ascended the steps to the second floor. As he climbed the stairs he saw a flash of lightening from the window at the top and knew the storm wasn't far away. It was followed shortly by a louder roll of thunder than he's heard earlier.

None of it mattered to him right now. All he wanted to do right now was talk to KC. She always seemed to brighten his day and right now he definitely needed some cheering up. He knew he was early for their chat, but decided to wait there by the computer so he could catch her when she came on line.

Luis was pleasantly surprised to find an email waiting for him. He smiled for the first time since he found out the beautiful damsel in distress he'd helped earlier in the day was really a Crane. In a way he was relieved things had turned out the way they had. He'd almost felt guilty for being so attracted to her when they first met. What he wanted more than anything right now was to meet KC in person. He knew she lived within a few hours drive and he felt the need to meet the person that had captured his heart and soul in a way he'd never imagined. He didn't even want to think how this had happened, he just knew it had. Wasting no more time on his thoughts, he opened KC's message.

How I wish I'd been fortunate enough to come home to a town as you described in your notes, but unfortunately it seems that my hometown is anything but what it's name describes. Oh Pezz, I met the most arrogant, hateful man today. All I wanted to do was pack up and move back to Paris. At least in a big city it's possible to avoid seeing someone you detest on a daily basis. I'm not so sure it's possible here. You were right about one thing, a small town is definitely a place where everybody knows your name.

I'm sorry if I sound down, except for this one incident, I really have enjoyed being home. My nephew has been wonderful as have new and old friends alike. I even have a job that I will be starting tomorrow, which is probably the only thing that is keeping me here.

I've been thinking a lot lately about clues for out little game. I've decided to make my clues easier. The sooner this game is over, as much fun as it has been, the sooner we can meet. My thoughts have been all but consumed lately trying to figure out how close we really are to each other. Even though we've never met, I feel I can trust you more than just about anyone I know. I feel a connection to you I can't explain to myself, never mind describe. It's as if we're in perfect synch with one another. I know that despite all the curves life chooses to throw at me, the one constant I can count on is you. The highlight of my day is signing on to the computer finding I have mail from you. When I read mail from you, nothing else matters.

“Look it up? Look it up? What on earth does she mean by that? I know what unison means” Luis said thoughtfully. Not wanting to miss anything, Luis grabbed the dictionary off his shelf and was about to look up “unison” when he heard music to his ears. He put the book down and turned back to his screen. He took a deep breath when he saw that KC had IM'd him.

Luis was thinking about how his own deplorable actions earlier in the day. Never in his life had he treated a woman with such disrespect and for that he felt terrible, but the mere fact that a woman he found himself attracted to was a Crane sent him into a near rage.

PezzMan: OK, close your eyes and imagine yourself being pulled into a warm embrace. I'm holding you until you forget all about your bad experience with that absolute idiot today. I'll gently stroke your silky blonde hair (don't forget, I think of you with blonde hair ;-)) and watch all the tension from your day disappear.

Sheridan grinned. She closed her eyes and imagined a pair of strong arms wrapping themselves around her holding her tight. She could almost feel his large hands caressing her hair. A smile crossed her face that she couldn't seem to get rid of.

KCGirl: Truthfully the rest of my day went very well. I had a chance to catch up with the person who I was closet too besides my nephew and I took a walk around town. I even went down to the pier and watched the fishermen unloading their boats. I couldn't help but think of you as I did. :)

Sheridan thought back to the last dream she'd had about the tall dark man with no face. The one whose eyes she'd seen for the first time which reminded her of what Pezz's eyes must be like. The dream she would have sworn he called her KC. There was something so familiar about those eyes now, almost as if she'd really seen them...

KCGirl: I'm not sure you do see Pezz. The other night I saw this man's eyes. He's never had a face before. His eyes looked exactly as I imagine yours would look. I could even swear he called me KC. He's never called me that before, he's always used my given name.

Sheridan grinned happily when she saw him call her “angel” again. Her cheeks were red and she just couldn't get over the feelings she had every time she talked to him, read one of his letters or even thought about him. This man she'd never met, never heard the sound of his voice made her feel things she never dreamed possible.

Sheridan suddenly remembered the clue she'd sent him. He hadn't mentioned anything about it. Outside her cottage the summer storm was becoming fierce. She nearly jumped out of her skin when she heard the latest roll of thunder which was followed almost immediately by a large flash of light. “I wish he was here right now” she said.

Sheridan awoke the next morning, relieved to see her alarm clock flashing 12:00. She jumped out of bed and saw it was 7:30. “Thank God” she said as she headed for the bathroom. “I have to meet Jay at the Book Cafe in an hour. At least I didn't oversleep. I'd hate to see how Mr. macho man would react to my being late on my first day.”

I'm sorry about last night. We had a huge storm rip through town and we lost power. I'm not sure when it came back, sometime during the night I think. I DID receive your clue and I DO want to talk to you about it. NOW in fact, but I have to go to work.

“Something like that” Jay admitted ruefully. “Sheridan I know there is no excuse for Luis' behavior yesterday, but you've been gone from Harmony for a long time and I'm sure there are a lot of things you don't know.”

“Luis' father disappeared when he was still a kid. Not too long afterwards, his older brother Antonio also disappeared... Antonio either went in search of his father or else skipped town because he couldn't handle the responsibilities as the oldest son. Those responsibilities soon became Luis' responsibilities.”

“That's exactly what I'm telling you Sheridan” Jay said. “Luis gave up college scholarships and his personal dreams for the future to became a cop. Working as a housekeeper for the Cranes wasn't exactly enough to pay a mortgage and feed five children, not to mention the lack of medical insurance for all the kids.”

“The last night Luis saw his father he overheard Martin Fitzgerald on the phone with Alistair Crane. Luis had no idea what was being said except that his father was upset. He made plans to meet Alistair in the morning at Crane Industries. The next morning he left for work at Crane Industries and was never seen or heard from again.”

“I see” Sheridan said thoughtfully. She was beginning to understand Luis' hatred of her family... a little. “Ok Jay, I think I understand now. It doesn't mean he has to take it out on me though. All right, we've discussed Officer Lopez Fitzgerald enough for one day. I was in a good mood when I walked in here and I want it to stay that way.”

Jay showed Sheridan the ropes for most of the morning while Buzzy introduced both of them to the kids. He was grateful to have two extra pair of hands around for the next few weeks, as things had been crazy since Beth left. Sheridan was pleased to see Tammy again and the little girl smiled when she saw Sheridan was there that morning. She greeted her with a hug which left Buzzy speechless.

Sheridan was pleased that her presence seemed to be having such a positive effect on the girl. She spent much time this day with her, encouraging her to join the other children her age in activities as well as showing her how to participate with them. By the end of the day, Tammy was joining in with the other children without being prompted. She still hadn't spoken, but she was definitely coming out of her cocoon.

One of the projects Buzzy was more than happy to completely hand over to Jay and Sheridan was the end of summer party which was coming up in only a few weeks. School would be the first week in September and the Youth Center would be changing back to after school activities only. The last week of August was usually set aside for fund raising and a clothes drive so all the less privileged kids would have everything they needed for a new school year. This gave Jay and Sheridan only two weeks to get this party underway.

“Not yet, I'm afraid” Buzzy shook his head frowning. “Last year it was a Hawaiian theme. The kids all made grass skirts and we carved up what seemed like hundreds of coconuts to use as drink holders. We held it at Harmony Beach and had a pig roast. It really was a lot of fun.”

“I remember Luis telling me about that one” Jay laughed. “He told me a bunch of the teen age girls decided to make bathing suit tops out of some of the left over coconut shells and their tops kept falling off.”

Buzzy laughed. “I don't know if you would exactly say their tops were falling off. It was more like a few of the boys were going around cutting their strings. They wanted to know if the coconuts would hold up on their own.”

“Hank is Luis' closest friend here in Harmony, well when he's here that is” Buzzy told Sheridan. “Anyway, Hank's always been a bit of a prankster. Well, it seems that there was a scene from a movie Hank always wanted to act out.”

Buzzy couldn't control his laughter. “Give that lady a cigar!” Buzzy chuckled. “He always found Ray Walston hysterical in anything he did, so he decided to dress in a grass skirt and top just like the girls. He had everyone trying to grab him when he did his dance number. It was the funniest thing I've ever seen.”

Sheridan thought for a moment. “Actually I do have an idea. What about a Spanish theme? I've been to Spain a few times and I can tell you they really know how to throw a party. We won't need to go anywhere else for it, we can use the gym right here and decorate it. It'll be easy and I bet the kids would love it. There seems to be a large Hispanic population here and maybe if the kids each want to share a custom with us we could incorporate it into the party.”

Sheridan and Jay went back to the Book Café for lunch where they discussed what they would need for the party. So far Sheridan had had a great day. She was all geared up now to plan the end of summer fiesta at the Youth Center. This is what small town life was all about.

Luis' shift patrolling the wharf had just ended and he found himself hurrying back to the station. He cursed himself when he realized how much of a hurry he actually was in. After all, the sooner he finished at the station the sooner he'd have to go to the Youth Center and face the high and mighty Ms. Sheridan Crane.

Though he would rather eat nails than spend two minutes in the company of the spoiled princess Sheridan, he was willing to do it in order to get to the end of the day. Once he's checked out things at the center, making sure Jay had Ms. Crane under a tight reign, he was free to go home.

Home... all day long Luis' thoughts were of KC and her mysterious clue. Though he still hadn't had the time to look up the word “unison” he knew what it meant, but something told him if he looked the word up in the dictionary he'd find out more than just the meaning of the word.

Luis walked through the station house barely aware anyone else was there. He acknowledged his friends with a smile and a nod, but his thoughts were elsewhere. Sensing Luis' distraction, Marty and Cal decided to follow him into the locker room.

Luis found his anger building. He knew his friends were trying to get a rise out of him and he was doing everything he could not to let them know they were getting to him. “Look guys” Luis said in a slow deliberate tone, “You know very well I am extremely short handed at the Youth Center right now. My mother has assured me that Ms. Crane is nothing like the rest of her family. She hasn't even lived in Harmony since she was a kid. Besides, this way I get to be the boss of a Crane instead of the other way around. A little poetic justice wouldn't you say?”

“Yeah! We really hit pay dirt with all this stuff” Jay remarked quite pleased with their haul. “Luis will definitely be impressed. “Sheridan, why don't you pull around to the back of the building and park in the loading zone. I'll go get Buzzy to help unload the car. It doesn't look like the rain is about to quit anytime soon and we don't need to have everything get soaked now do we?”

“No, that would ruin everything!” Sheridan laughed. She pulled up to the loading zone at the back door of the Youth Center. Sheridan put her car in park and shut off the engine. She bent down and pulled an umbrella out from underneath the seat of the car. “Use this Jay” she offered.

“Thanks Sheridan” Jay smiled. “Don't go away, I'll be right back.” Jay quickly got out of the car and ran as fast as she could to the doors of the Youth Center. The rain seemed to be coming down harder with each passing second.

Sheridan leaned back in her seat and turned the radio on. She heard a song that reminded her of Pezz and couldn't help but smile. The card she'd received from him this morning was probably the sweetest gesture anyone had ever made for her. She closed her eyes and imagined hearing his voice call her “angel.” She could see the word in her head, but desperately wanted to hear him call her his “angel” in person. Every time he referred to her that way, she felt her heart do a flip and the feeling was unlike anything she'd ever experienced before in her life.

“Damn this rain” Luis cursed as he fought to see the road in front of him. Not an hour ago the sun had been out and shining brightly and now it was as if the heavens opened up and completely let loose. “It's a good thing I know the way to the Youth Center like the back of my hand” he said as he pulled into the center's driveway. Thunder began rolling loudly soon followed by a huge flash of lightening. “I sure hope this lets up soon” Luis sighed in frustration. All he could think about was losing power again and not being able to talk to KC tonight. Just the thought of it caused him to feel a sense of loss he couldn't begin to describe.

Without thinking, Luis took his usual path behind the Youth Center, wanting to get this chore over with so he could get home. “I'll just pull up behind the Center and run in quickly to make sure Ms. Crane hasn't destroyed the place” he said to himself. As he swung his car around the last corner into the loading zone, he didn't see the car that was parked there...

Peering through his windshield he made out the outline of a dark colored car, but that was all he could see. “Who in their right mind would park a car in a loading zone? Don't they know they can't do that?” Luis was extremely agitated as he opened his car door to inspect the damage to his car.

“That guy must be crazy!” Sheridan said out loud as she gathered herself together. “Why didn't he look where he was going? Couldn't he see I was parked here?” She continued mumbling to herself as she reached for her license and registration. She groaned when she looked outside and saw that not only had the rain not let up, but it was coming down harder still. The rain was pouring from her windshield in sheets. “And Jay has my umbrella” she said rolling her eyes. Whoever hit her car was becoming a major thorn in her side. Grabbing a notebook on the seat next to her, she placed it over her head and opened the door, stepping out into the pouring rain.

“Well, excuse me officer, but I was unloading something from my car” Sheridan shot back heatedly. “How was I to know you'd come barreling around that corner like a bat out of hell in the middle of a rain storm?”

“Yeah, dangerous because you don't care what you plow into! I bet you hit a dozen people parked here before word got out you were a menace. You're the big bad director of this Youth Center, therefore you have the right to hit anything you want.”

“As the DIRECTOR of this Youth Center, it's my responsibility to keep this entire area safe. Part of that is making sure people like YOU do their part and park in designated spots. This isn't the Crane mansion sister. We follow rules here.”

“RULES? You want to talk about rules? Well, that's just fine with me Officer” Sheridan shouted. She was now completely soaked as was Luis, but the rain did nothing to put out the fire that was building in both of them. There was just something about this man that got on her last nerve. She couldn't remember the last time she'd been this angry. When she found out Jean Luc had was married she'd been more hurt than angry and she couldn't remember another person getting to her the way Luis Lopez Fitzgerald did. She was glad he showed his true colors when he did, because she'd been quite taken with him on their first meeting. Just thinking about how she'd been attracted to this man at one time made her that much angrier.

It's not Sheridan's fault, it's my fault! I'm the one who told her to park in the loading zone. We needed to unload some stuff we picked up for the Youth Center from Sheridan's car," Jay said in a calm voice. "I told her to park here while I went inside to get Buzzy to help carry everything. Luis, it's my fault Sheridan's car is parked here."

“Sheridan and I were out doing a little shopping and got a great donation for the Youth Center. If it gets wet it'll be ruined and we wanted to get everything set up tonight since it looks like it's going to rain again tomorrow.”

“Sure thing Jay” Luis answered, still not taking his eyes off the very beautiful Ms. Crane. “I'd be glad to help YOU.” Even though he was talking to Jay, he was still captivated by Sheridan's beauty. Despite her rain soaked appearance and the anger in her stride she was still the most beautiful young woman he'd ever laid eyes on and he couldn't get over the attraction he felt for her. He quickly snapped himself out of his trance reminding himself she was a Crane, nothing but a damned Crane. These feelings he had just made him angrier at himself than he already was.

Jay watched Luis closely. She couldn't help but notice the change in his demeanor as he stared at Sheridan walking into the Youth Center. At first she was surprised seeing Luis give Sheridan the once over, in a way she rarely saw him do. Jay was surprised because it was a look he reserved only for women he was extremely attracted to. Jay then remembered what Pilar said about Luis and Sheridan initially hitting it off, that is until he realized her last name was Crane. She knew now Luis was struggling with his feelings for Sheridan, his hatred of her family causing him to act in a manner that was not the Luis Lopez Fitzgerald she knew.

Luis picked up the large box of videotapes while Jay held Sheridan's umbrella over them, so they didn't get wet. Together they walked into the Youth Center in silence while Buzzy shook his head and parked both vehicles.

Sheridan Crane closed the cottage door behind her and sighed in frustration. She knew she shouldn't let him get to her, but she couldn't help it. Luis Lopez Fitzgerald managed to get to her like no other man she'd ever met. “I'm glad this day is over with” she said as she flipped on the lights in her cottage. Sheridan felt chilled as she was still soaked from her encounter with Luis earlier. She decided to call Cook and have a tray sent over while she took a hot shower and change into some dry clothes. Then she planned on forgetting all her troubles with the cop from hell and concentrate on something pleasant, or rather someone.

Once Sheridan had brought thoughts of Pezz to mind she seemed to forget all else. This was a man that was unlike anyone she'd ever met. She felt comfortable talking to him about just about anything and he had a way of making her feel better. As soon as she'd dressed from her shower, she couldn't help but to go over to the computer and read the card he'd sent her earlier. She sighed happily as thoughts of their “cyber hug” filled her mind. Sheridan had never been one to wish her life away, but waiting for Pezz to get online at 8:00 felt like an eternity. She decided to fill her time by sending him a thank you for his card this morning.

Luis helped his mother clear the dishes from dinner. Pilar watched her son in silence. She was worried about him. He didn't quite seem himself, yet she didn't know exactly how to approach the subject with him. She suspected his mood changes lately had something to do with Sheridan Crane working at the Youth Center, but she also had the feeling there was more to it than Sheridan being a Crane. She wondered if maybe Luis wasn't secretly attracted to her which was causing him to lash out.

I don't know how to begin to thank you for the wonderful card you sent me this morning. I had such a wonderful time chatting with you last night, I can't begin to tell you. When I woke and found that card waiting for me, it just brightened my whole day. Words can not express the feeling that came over me at that moment.

I must confess I feel better knowing that you lost power too last night. I thought it was just me and I was terribly afraid you'd think I cut you off. In case it happens again, please know I would never do that. It's hard enough to shut down my computer in the wee hours of the morning when we both need to get some sleep, never mind interrupting our chat early and so abruptly.

When I first realized we both lost power I got excited, thinking we might be closer than I dare hope, but when I watched the morning news I realized that at least half of the Eastern seaboard lost power last night. It was a nice thought while it lasted.

I took your advice and had a much better day than yesterday. Better that is until that idiot decided to attack me again. Truly Pezz, I wish I knew why he hated me so. I have never done anything to the man. As a matter of fact I thought he was very nice when I first met him and then out of the clear blue he seemed to take every frustration in his life out on me. Luckily for me, his friends don't seem to hold the same animosity towards me, so all is not lost.

Luis closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He figured when he opened his eyes this would all be a dream because this woman was too good to be true. He opened his eyes and her letter hadn't disappeared at all. He grinned at the wonder of it all and questioned what the pounding noise was he was hearing. He nearly died when he realized it was his own heart about to jump out of his chest. “How is it that a simple email from a total stranger can have this effect on me?” He wondered. “Maybe because she's not a stranger” he said as he pulled his buddy list up. “Somehow I feel I know her better than I've ever known any woman.”

Sheridan felt her heart skip a beat and her cheeks were flushed. There was just something about this man that she couldn't get enough of. She could spend all night chatting with him on line and never tire. It didn't matter what the topic was, if it was Pezz she was talking to, something interesting would come of it.

KCGirl: First of all, I know you're pulling my leg with a remark like that and second of all even if it does turn out to be true it won't matter. All that matters to me is a person's inner beauty and Pezz, in my mind you are the most beautiful person I know.

PezzMan: Well, you got me KC. I'm 6'2 and have been told I'm not bad to look at, but I don't know about that. I have to say though that I agree with you. I've told you this before and I'll tell you again, to me you are one in a million. How did I get so lucky to have you in my life?

She still couldn't get over it. This man was just to incredible for words. The way she felt whenever she chatted with him on line was beyond words. She was happier than she could ever remember and felt free to express herself to him completely... well. almost.

KCGirl: Do you ever wonder if there was a reason we met? I mean, think about it Pezz, what are the odds that we'd actually hit it off this well? We started off over 3000 miles and an ocean apart and now it appears we live in the same state.

“Of course I figured out your clue Pezz. Anyone over the age of 12 should know the Bushes have a summer home in Kennebunkport.” Sheridan couldn't keep the huge grin off her face. “If only he could see the look on my face at this minute” she said as she typed her response.

Sheridan hesitated. That was a tough question. No, it didn't matter in their present relationship, it didn't matter at all. But if anything were to ever come of it... “Oh Sheridan get off it!” She yelled at herself.

Sheridan lay in bed, tossing and turning lightly as she entered REM sleep. As many sleepless nights as she'd spent in her life, since she'd stated talking to Pezz online, she'd had no trouble at all entering a deep slumber.

Sheridan laughed as she typed away furiously at the keyboard. Somehow chatting with Pezz online always caused her to see the best in everything and everyone. She enjoyed teasing him and right now she was teasing him tremendously.

Sheridan stared, she saw a very tall, well built, dark haired, dark eyes man standing before her. She knew he was handsome, but she didn't know how because she couldn't make out his face, yet she could see him smiling at her.

“I came to tell you there are ways of getting information out of you KC” Pezz said with a glint in his eyes. She knew his demeanor was that of playfulness. She felt a smile tugging at the corner of her lips as she stood up from her seat to face him.

“Yes, you win” Sheridan said breathlessly, opening her eyes only to find herself staring right into Pezz's incredibly handsome black eyes. She felt a wave of excitement flow through her body as she felt his strong hands caress her cheeks . She felt as though time stood still. She couldn't see his face, yet she could. She couldn't feel his touch, yet she felt his muscular body on top of hers. She saw him lean in and for a moment thought her heart had stopped beating. She was unable to breathe, unable to move. His soft lips touched hers and she felt her body explode in 1000 different ways all at once.

Luis drifted into a deep slumber within minutes of getting off the computer with KC. He'd wanted to look up “unison” in the thesaurus before he went to bed, but he was just too tired. He told himself he'd do it in the morning.

Luis rolled over and opened his eyes. He was covered in sweat. He jumped out of bed and ran to his desk, turning on the light. He grabbed the thesaurus from his bookshelf and looked up the word unison. He found himself forced to sit down when he read the synonyms for unison.

Luis' eyes were glued to the third word from the left. He saw it in front of him in black and white, yet he still couldn't believe what he was seeing. Once the reality of the situation set in, Luis had a decision to make. What did he want to do about it?

Jay walked back to the corner of the gym she'd temporarily set up as a tape library after settling the little kids down with their movie. She was quite impressed by the number of classic children's movies they'd acquired along with everything else. She couldn't help but remember how excited she'd been as a child the first time she'd seen “Lady and the Tramp” and from the looks of it, most of these kids here hadn't seen it before. It didn't taken long before every little pair of eyes was glued to the screen.

Sheridan strolled into the Youth Center humming a very upbeat tune. A smile was etched on her face and she looked a million miles away. Jay noticed it immediately and couldn't help but chuckle. As for herself, the dreary weather of the past few days had really dampened her spirits, but Sheridan seemed completely unaffected. If anything, Sheridan's mood seemed lighter and more relaxed than Jay had seen it since they met.

“I agree, movies are the perfect thing on such a dreary day. I've already got the little ones watching Lady and the Tramp. I've also already separated all the children's movies out of the boxes so we should be able to keep the kids entertained all day today.”

“Yes it was” Jay grinned. In fact when I got here this morning Mr. Riley was waiting with another full box of tapes. You certainly charmed the heck out of him, Sheridan. I don't think the poor guy had any idea what hit him.”

“I just showed him the benefits to donation. Besides, he wanted the extra shelf space for newer movies” Sheridan laughed as she began picking up tapes looking at titles. “You know, we really should categorize the rest of these.”

Tommy frowned and put the movie back. The teens were shouting out titles for dozens of movies, most of which were horror movies or just plain horrible. Finally Simone picked one up. “Hey, I recognize this name, but it's mislabeled.”

“Don't ask and I won't tell” Sheridan grinned. “Come on everyone, movie time! Popcorn's on the house!” Sheridan smiled when she heard cheers erupt from the restless crowd. Buzzy had been busy popping corn for the last hour and was now distributing it to the kids.

Sheridan popped the movie into the VCR. This is a Hitchcock classic everyone. And in case any of you wonder who Hitchcock is, he makes Stephen King look like an amateur.” Sheridan walked away from the kids, while Jay dimmed the lights as the movie started.

Jay glanced at Sheridan and couldn't get over her cheerfulness. She couldn't imagine what could have her so happy this morning unless it was a man. “I've been meaning to ask you something Sheridan” Jay asked quietly. What made you come back to the States after being abroad all these years?”

Suddenly the smile that had been all but plastered on Sheridan's face disappeared. She looked at Jay and Jay immediately decided she shouldn't have brought the subject up. “I'm sorry Sheridan” she apologized. “Forget I asked.”

“No, don't be silly Jay” Sheridan answered, trying her best to hide her discomfort. “It's a perfectly valid question.” Sheridan took a deep breath as she decided how to best answer. “Truthfully, I was engaged to be married and found out my fiancé was a first class jerk. I broke things off with him and decided it was time for a change. I'd lived in Paris most of my life, but it never truly was home to me.”

“Well, for one reason, my family is here. Ethan and I have always been close and I wanted to spend some time with him. I've also always loved the idea of living in a small town and Harmony seemed like the perfect place to make a clean start. If I decide I don't like it I can always move someplace else later.”

Sheridan grinned. “I'd like to say being home is the reason for my happiness, but it's only a small part of it. As a matter of fact I was tempted to leave after my run in with Officer Lopez Fitzgerald, but I decided to stick it out.”

“Well, Pilar did tell me you and Luis hit it off when you first met. It wasn't until he found out your last name was Crane that he went from Dr. Jekyll to Mr. Hyde. So, tell me all about your first meeting with Luis.”

“All right” Sheridan agreed. “I was on my way to meet Pilar at the Book Café when I had a flat tire. Luis was just finishing radar patrol and he saw me struggling on the side of the road with the tire. He stopped and changed the tire for me.”

“I thought so at the time” Sheridan admitted. “I also thought he was about the most handsome man I'd ever seen.” Sheridan remembered her first meeting with Luis fondly for a brief moment. Quickly she shook her head and brought herself back to reality. “That was of course until I met the real Luis.”

“I have to agree with you on one account. Luis is ab-so-lutely the most handsome and well-built man I've ever met. Gorgeous, incredible, sexy, you name it. Women generally fall all over him and it never ceases to amaze me that he doesn't let it go to his head.”

“OK, You've told me about your first meeting with Luis, but how about your second? Didn't Pilar set up a meeting for the two of you to talk about you working at the Youth Center? What did you think when he showed up at the Book Café, when you saw Luis again?"

“As I said before, my judgment is clouded where Officer Lopez Fitzgerald is concerned now, but I vaguely recall I was attracted to him before he turned into The Creature from the Black Lagoon.” Sheridan sighed. “I really don't want to spoil my mood by thinking about RoboCop if you don't mind.”

“He's just a guy I met on the internet. It's nothing really, not yet anyway. We started emailing each other while I was still in Paris and now we email and chat as often as we can. He really is the most incredible person I've ever met.”

“Sheridan, are you sure this is a good idea?” Jay asked in concern. “I mean there are a lot of weirdoes out there just praying on vulnerable women. As a cop I've seen and heard too many Internet horror stories.”

“No, it's not like that at all Jay” Sheridan insisted. We met very innocently, by accident in fact. It's not like we were in a chat room looking for a cyber love affair. We have so much in common it's actually scary.”

“Jay, it really is sweet of you to worry, but I'm telling you it's not like that” Sheridan tried to assure Jay. “We talk about things such as what we want out of life, how we've overcome past relationships and traveling the world. I can't explain it in a way you'll understand, because I'm not sure I even understand it all myself, but I feel connected to him and I'm pretty sure he feels the same way about me. I know it sounds crazy, but he's all I can think of these days. When I'm talking with him I feel as if nothing can hurt me. He's fun, charming, witty and we both want the same things out of life. It's almost as if there is a force out there wanting us to be together. Can you believe we met while I was living in Paris and I came home to Harmony not knowing where he lived, only to find later we live in the same state?”

"Sheridan, this really sounds wonderful, it does, but you should still be very careful of cyber relationships. Besides, have you ever stopped to think that while you're spending so much time alone in your house on your PC you might be passing up a chance at a relationship with the most incredible, hot ,sexy, gorgeous, muscular, intelligent, fun and "LIVE" specimen of a man in New England?"

"Lots of reasons, Sheridan, lots of reasons" Jay explained.” For one, most of the past 10 years Luis had a girlfriend and there are rules about going after another woman's man, even if you don't like the woman and you know she's wrong for the guy. In this case, I knew that they weren't right for each other, but when Luis commits to someone he is a one woman sort of guy and I respected that commitment."

"I first met Luis at the Police Academy. We got thrown together there and became good friends. After the Academy, when we both joined the Harmony P. D., Chief Bennett assigned us to be partners and it is never a good idea to get romantically involved with your partner. It will probably surprise you to hear this, but Luis and I actually talked about our relationship and possibly being "involved." We both agreed that we weren't the right romantic partners for each other. Besides that, I wanted to live in a warmer climate. Luis is Mr. Harmony. He's a small town kind of guy and he loves his life here in Harmony, lousy weather and all. No one will ever get him to leave Harmony. That's what finally broke him and Beth up. She was constantly pushing Luis to leave Harmony for the big city and when he refused, she left without him."

"I have to disagree with you on that one Sheridan. You and I don't see eye to eye on Luis right now, but Beth was not the one who deserved a medal in that relationship.” Anyway, having Beth leave town and hearing that Luis could finally move on with his life was the best news I've had in ages."

The morning flew by and Jay and Sheridan managed to categorize all the movies. The kids were having a great time, and the Jimmy Stewart version of “Rear Window” won when put for a vote against it's more contemporary counterpart. Jay and Sheridan gave each other knowing grins, but didn't dare tell the teens “I told you so” as they knew it would be the last time they'd ever be able to show a classic movie.

After lunch and the movies were all put away, Jay and Sheridan decided to have the kids work on decorations for the upcoming End of Summer dance. On her way to the Youth Center that morning, Sheridan had stopped at the Matushek and Company department store with the intention of purchasing the needed crafts so the kids could make the decorations for the party.

Part of the fun, Sheridan knew from her time in Spain was making the decorations yourself. As a Crane, one would never have the opportunity to do such a thing, which was probably one of the reasons she enjoyed spending time with her friend Marianna in Spain.

Jay was impressed with Sheridan's coup and equally impressed with her knowledge of making decorations for a party with a Latin theme. She was very surprised a Crane would be involved in such menial tasks, never mind be good at them. She then remembered that Sheridan had spent much of her life away from the Cranes and also Pilar's insistence that Sheridan was different from the rest of her family. The Sheridan Crane she was seeing was anything but a stereotypical Crane and she was going to make sure one way or another that Luis knew that.

Jay watched with interest as Sheridan directed the younger children in cutting the colorful tissue paper into different shapes and sizes and then stringing them all together. The older kids worked diligently in making the paper maché piñatas.

“Still, I'm impressed you can do all of this. Somehow if I think of you in Spain, I picture you in the penthouse suite at a five star resort in Madrid. I doubt they teach guests how to make decorations for fiestas.”

“Well, it's true” Sheridan answered. “I did spend one trip to Spain in such a resort, but the best times I've had there were spent in Costa de Marbella with a host family. I spent a summer there once with that family and it was wonderful. Marianna, my host took me to all the local festivals and all the people from the village help plan the fiesta, decorate it and cook all the food. I'm a culinary disaster, so I spent most of my time helping with the decorating.” Sheridan's eyes seemed to sparkle as she talked about her experiences in Spain.

“It was wonderful” Sheridan offered. “I'll never visit Spain again from a big city. There's nothing like spending time in the small villages with the locals learning their customs. It's an absolutely beautiful country and the villagers welcomed me with opened arms. Marbella is probably my favorite place in all of Europe.”

Jay had the feeling of déjà vu. There was something so familiar about this conversation, but she couldn't place it. She continued to watch as the kids made row after row of brightly colored decorations. The older kids made three colorful piñatas, a parrot, a pony and bear. They were hoping to help fill them with the toys and candy, but Jay informed them that would be done right before the party.

Sheridan and Jay were stacking the chairs from the “movie theatre” as the last of the children were picked up. Buzzy had gone much earlier, it was his son's birthday and he'd bought tickets for the two of them to see the Red Sox. Buzzy had been praying all day for the rain to stop and it looked like he finally had his wish, at least in Harmony. Sheridan and Jay both hoped for Buzzy's sake that Boston would be the same.

“Sure thing” Sheridan returned, as she headed over to the decorations corner. Quickly, she began piling the beautiful artwork the children made so she could put it all into he storage closet. The rest of the supplies were still sitting in bags and boxes on the floor, while the piñatas sat on their own table to dry. So involved with her task, she nearly jumped out of her skin when she heard a male voice say “Hi” from across the room.

“The Youth Center doesn't have the money The Crane Empire has, Sheridan!” Luis shouted. “We work off a budget. Now because of your thoughtlessness, we'll have to do without something else. I know what I'll do. I'll just tell the kids, Sorry kids, but we can't fill these piñatas because we spent too much money decorating them, or maybe you'd like it if we decided that 20 of the kids can't eat that night because there's not enough food to go around or maybe...”

“Oh give it a rest!” Sheridan snapped angrily. “Just who the hell do you think you are anyway? For your information OFFICER, I didn't spend any of the Youth Center's money on these decorations, so get over it!”

“Don't even tell me you bought this stuff with CRANE money!” Luis shouted, already having made up his mind that's indeed what she'd done. “I don't believe this!” He threw his hands up in the air in mocked defeat “Haven't I made myself perfectly clear that we don't WANT anything from the Cranes? We don't NEED anything from the Cranes. You need to take this stuff back, all of it.”

Sheridan was absolutely fuming. “I will do no such thing!” Sheridan shot back. The two were merely inches apart and both looked as if they'd kill the other one given half a chance. “Now look OFFICER” Sheridan shouted angrily, “If you'd ever shut up and listen instead of always assuming you know what a person is going to say next, you'd have HEARD me say that I didn't use any of the Youth Center's money, because Mr. Kralik the store's manager DONATED all of the supplies.” Sheridan turned away from Luis and walked over to the table to grab an envelope she'd left sitting there.

“Here!” She hollered, shoving the envelope in his hands. “He told me to give you this.” Making sure Luis had the envelope in hand, she gave him one last icy glare and walked out of the gym. Jay shot her an apologetic look as she'd come back in time to here most of the conversation. She walked over to Luis who was reading the letter from Alfred Kralik.

Please accept these decorations on behalf of Matushek and Company for the Youth Center. I can not begin to express my gratitude for everything the Center has done for my family. My granddaughter Tammy has been completely lost since her mother passed away last summer and it has only been recently that she has begun to return to us. My son Robert heard her talking to her rag doll last night and cried. It is the first time he's heard her sweet voice in a very long time.

Please thank that Angel you have working for you, again for me. I didn't tell her about Tammy when we met this morning, as I wanted to tell you first. She has the most beautiful spirit I've met in a very long time and I feel as if she truly is an angel sent to help those of us in Harmony. We should all be grateful to have Sheridan here with us.